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i'll be

ell

I kept my hands

Full of old apologies

Folded up tight

Like they could hide the seams

I looked in the glass

And I met a tired face

Then I said, "stay here"

And made some room for grace

I don't need perfect

I need true

I don't need saving

I need you

So I start here

With my own name

One clean promise

I can say

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

I’ll be some one that can love

I’ll be some one that can love you

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

With no lies in between

No lies in between

No lies in between

I’ll be some one that can love

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

I’ll be some one that can love

もう誰かのために

自分を小さくしない

傷ついた昨日も

ここに置いていく

見えないふりはもうやめた

ちゃんと向き合うよ

不器用でもいい

本当のままでいい

名前を呼んで

胸に聞く

逃げないで

また進む

ひとつずつでいい

誓えるよ

嘘のない自分を

抱きしめる

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

I’ll be some one that can love

I’ll be some one that can love you

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

With no lies in between

No lies in between

I’ll be some one that can love

もう隠さない

弱さも光る

転んだ跡さえ

今は自分の証(あかし)

許すたびに

解けていく

この手でこの心を

あたためる

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

I’ll be some one that can love

I’ll be some one that can love you

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

With no lies in between

No lies in between

I’ll be some one that can love

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be

Some one that can love

  • Lyricist

    ell

  • Composer

    ell

  • Producer

    ell

  • Vocals

    ell

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    i'll be

    ell

For a long time, I tried to become someone I thought others would accept.

I made myself smaller.
I put my own feelings aside.
I tried to be what people needed me to be, sometimes without even realizing I was losing touch with myself.

In 2020, I made my major debut as JHONATAN. Since then, music has taken me through countless encounters, dreams, unexpected turns, and moments when I had to look honestly at who I was and who I wanted to become.

And somehow, through it all, music kept finding its way back to me.

Now, under the name ell, I'm choosing to begin again.

''i'll be''is not a song about being saved by someone else.

It's not about becoming perfect.
And it's not about erasing the past.

It's about looking at everything I've been through the wounds, the mistakes, the uncertainty, the parts of myself I once wanted to hide and choosing to accept them as part of who I am.

Then, from there, choosing who I want to become.

I'll be some one that can love.

Someone who can love.
Someone who can live without lies between their heart and who they really are.
Someone who can finally embrace themselves, too.

I'm still becoming that person.

That's why it's not ''I am.''
It's ''I'll be.''

A promise from who I am today to the person I'm still becoming.

And I hope that, somewhere in this song, you find a little piece of yourself, too.

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