Healing Sun

I want to shine like a healing sun.
But I am actually disabled, and I feel lonely and ridiculed. I panicked and couldn't even see my friends right in front of me.
It was painful.
When I wasn't on official playlists on AppleMusic, Spotify, etc., I cried to my family and hit myself in the head, saying, "It's over for disabled rappers anyway."
But I couldn't write a diss song for Damage Yakkun.
If he has a disability, I wanted to release a song that respects him before being on a playlist.
When I came up with this lyric after "Damage Rap Star," which I released with EarGrabb last time, Plue, who usually advises me on keeping the rhythm and pitch, actually said to me.
"Anyway, I want you to write lyrics that are full of confidence."
I trusted his words, cried, and reflected.
And this song is completed with the beat of GreasemasterH. The story is about the singer traveling in search of a new sun, and while he is shining, he is first feeling a desire to evolve his rap through loneliness.
Towards the end, he appeals to the reality of disabilities and conveys the pain of discrimination, then raps about being "prepared to get revenge through subscriptions."
Anyway, I am fighting with myself.
It doesn't seem possible, and I've been feeling frustrated lately.
After all, in today's society, not only are people laughing at me for not getting a playlist, but people are saying "a disabled rapper is lame."
But it's all over if I give up.
Now that I've reflected on the support I received from GreasemasterH and the motto of :Plue, I have decided to release it to open the prologue to my official playlist.