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This is my second Vocaloid song, created with GUMI as the main voice.
I wanted to make a powerful EDM track with a strong statement.
At that time, I had just bought my first paid synthesizer,
and I was so excited that I ended up layering about ten synths and eight GUMIs in total.
The project became incredibly heavy, and I almost gave up several times.
Originally, I aimed for a rock-influenced EDM sound,
but it did not quite match the image in my mind.
After experimenting, I decided to increase the tempo from 128 BPM to 140 BPM,
and suddenly everything started to come together.
The energy and momentum finally aligned, and the song began to take shape.
I repeated the mixing and mastering process more than twenty times,
fine-tuning every element until it felt right.
Now I am truly proud of the final sound, especially the layers of synthesizers.
This song captures the moment of breaking free,
destroying the confined world and creating a new future.
The unforgettable violence I endured at the age of five, having my skin torn away countless times. The despair brought on by five separate periods of bullying. I experienced school refusal, which was rare at the time, and lived my life in profound isolation. My hope is that those who struggle with the pain of simply living, just as I did back then, can breathe even a little easier. To channel all of that pain into music, I began composing on April 5, 2025.