Lyric

No one ever taught me… how to play this game

3 a.m., fingers trembling in the blue glow

Reading a thousand meanings in a single “good night.”

One wrong letter and everything could fall apart

The more love I pour in, the heavier it feels

Your Instagram—rows of flawless smiles

Versions of you I don’t even know

Inside I’m screaming, “Where’s the real you?”

Is this distance love, or just an illusion?

Get too close and it’s “control,” step back and it’s “cold.”

No matter where I stand, I’m the villain

Is there even an exit to this maze?

Our love was a game without any rules

No one could win, no question had an end

Our hearts were playing by different codes all along

Even “we” meant something different to you and me

Breathing itself began to feel like a sin—

All I really wanted was to hold your hand

“Love” is a word that can turn into harassment

Confession feels like walking barefoot through a minefield

Silence isn’t consent, a smile isn’t yes

Your silence cuts me deeper than your words

Screenshots turn private into public

I never knew love could be this dangerous

Who decided these insane rules?

But I see it now…

It’s not that we forgot how to love

We just lost the words we could trust to nurture it

The tag “us” can’t be pasted back on

I’m logging out of this broken game first

My heart’s still alive

My love’s still here

But I can’t share it with you anymore

Our love was worn thin by the noise of the times

Left un-updated until it shut down

This love was a system failure—a truth I can embrace

I’ll rewrite the rules, starting from my own heart

And free myself from this suffocating code

Goodbye…

To the me who was afraid of loving

Welcome back…

To the me who chose to love again

I’ll tuck the word “we” gently into my chest

And this time, begin—not alone, but with myself