Parental Nocturne ~Filling the Void~

Parental Nocturne: Song Description
To everyone who feels they can't be a "perfect" parent
Between work, housework, and childcare, our days are a relentless race. We live in a constant state of being overwhelmed. An innocent whim, a sudden tantrum, or repeated mischief-even though we know in our hearts that we shouldn't react emotionally, our exhausted spirits sometimes lose control and we raise our voices. Many fathers and mothers are deeply hurt by the gap between themselves and the "correct" parenting preached by books and the internet.
"Parental Nocturne" is a song that portrays the unvarnished reality of parenting-beyond mere platitudes-and the unconditional love that lies at its core, set against a backdrop of a quiet night.

Turning nights of self-loathing into nights of reaffirmed love
The story begins at midnight, after the storm of the day has passed. In a room so silent the daytime chaos feels like a lie, a parent gazes at the peaceful face of their sleeping child.
"Why did I yell like that?"
"I should have smiled more."
Regret and self-loathing surface in the darkness. While violence and harassment are obviously inexcusable, if even the stern rebukes born from a desperate effort to discipline, or words escaped in a moment of exhaustion, are all labeled as "wrong," parents would have no place left to find self-acceptance.
But I often wonder: Is the only thing required in parenting a "correct" answer from a textbook? Struggling, worrying, and sometimes making mistakes while running headlong toward a child's happiness-isn't that clumsy devotion the most precious truth of parenting?

"Tomorrow, I can be a little kinder"
When we are released from the daytime clamor in the stillness of the nocturne, a warm light flickers back to life in our hearts. Staring at that sleeping face, a pure love overflows: "You are my treasure."
"I'm sorry. But I love you so much. I'll be kinder tomorrow."
Forgiving yourself and reaffirming that love before falling asleep is not a sign of weakness. It is a "sacred ritual" for parents to find the strength to live another day to the fullest.

A Message from the Artist
To you, who are blaming yourself right now:
There are so many parents all over the world who share the same worries and reflect alone at night. The fact that you blame yourself is the ultimate proof of how seriously you care for your child and how deeply you love them.
I hope this song becomes a lullaby that gently thaws your tension. Please, praise yourself for making it through today with everything you had. I want you to fall asleep with a warm heart and start a new day with your beloved children tomorrow.
"Parental Nocturne" - This is a nocturne of salvation and rebirth dedicated to all the fighting parents. Though it is a short piece of less than three minutes consisting of a single chorus, I have condensed all of these emotions into this one song.