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夢見てたこと

沢山あったあの頃

その全てを乗り越え現実と向き合って今ここ

昔鼻にcoco

But I’m シラフで制作モード now

自分の声に思いの丈を全て乗せ俺は今日も歌う

人生

経験全てに無駄なし

人生

振り返ればかつては爪弾き

人生

試練も期待の裏返し

人生

生きるってのは本当素晴らしい

自分が切り捨てた可能性の数だけ存在してる別の世界

だからこそ悩み抜く価値がある本当に正しい選択肢

それを見抜くのは己が積み重ねた経験とmentality

失敗の数だけ少しずつでも近づいてく正解に

この先なにがあるか分かるのは自分という観測者のみ

沢山の困難を乗り越えた後の方が感動は多い

最初ならただ好きだからっていう単純な感情が動機

それでも続けられるのは好きなままっていう感情が動機

初期微動

止めぬため作る濃いビート

言語化できる幸せなんかよりも音こそが恋人

自分を錆びさせないため常に持ち歩いてる砥石を

それは他に紛れもない心の中燃える強い気持ち

地獄のような過去

乗り越えた先が今

かつてほど辛くないけど決して甘くはなくビター

1月遅れの桜も散り輝く太陽の下

思い出した生きることの素晴らしさ

夢見てたこと

沢山あったあの頃

その全てを乗り越え現実と向き合って今ここ

昔鼻にcoco

But I’m シラフで制作モード now

自分の声に思いの丈を全て乗せ俺は今日も歌う

人生

経験全てに無駄なし

人生

振り返ればかつては爪弾き

人生

試練も期待の裏返し

人生

生きるってのは本当素晴らしい

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    At The Pier

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    Nihonkai

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    No Basics, No Application

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    Red Eye

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    Rikai

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    Ongaku

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    Life

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    AS I AM

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SXICIDE RYUSEI releases his 8-track album JIBUNRASHISA.

Lead-gray skies, damp winds, and the raging Sea of Japan.

The album portrays the loneliness, inner conflict, pain of not fitting in, and the life that music alone managed to hold together within an atmosphere of suffocating isolation.

Built around UK rap-inspired production, the project reflects on both the self and others while expressing the belief that, despite everything, life is still beautiful.

The closing track, "JIBUNRASHISA," speaks to those who feel trapped by the idea of being "normal," delivering the line:
"Pain itself is proof that you're alive."

This is not music made to encourage people.
It is music made to affirm their existence.

Artist Profile

  • SXICIDE RYUSEI

    SXICIDE RYUSEI is a rapper and producer hailing from Nagaoka City, Niigata Prefecture. His music transcends genre boundaries a quality underpinned by his vast breadth of knowledge and features lyrics rich in deep, narrative storytelling. With every track self-produced, he crafts a one of a kind world, leading some to describe his work as films for the ears. His fourth album, Ouroboros, stands as the definitive expression of his artistry. Told from the dual perspectives of a deceased friend and the protagonist seeking the truth behind that death, it has been hailed by many as a pinnacle of Japanese hip-hop. He is also highly regarded for his live performances; the staging he designs goes beyond the scope of a typical concert, evoking the atmosphere of a theatrical play or musical. Furthermore, his creative reach is extensive: he works as a mix and mastering engineer and provides artistic direction for young rappers within his home prefecture.

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