通知オフの夜 親指だけが元気
理想は高くない ただ普通が遠い
写真は盛ってない 盛れないだけです
性格重視ですって 何回書けばいい？
いいねの数で 気持ちが上下して
会ったことない人に
自己肯定感を預ける
ノツ女十カカカ
これも妥協なんかな
「会えるだけマシ」って
自分に言い聞かせた
呑詰雌吐禍禍禍
スワイプで削れてく
本当は
好きで始めたわけじゃない
「悪い人じゃない」
その言葉が増えて
胸が高鳴らないことに
慣れていく私
返信速度とか 価値観とか
本音より先に 減点方式
ときめきより 安定を選んで
安定したのは 孤独のほうだった
ノツ女十カカカ
期待しないのが正解？
傷つかないように
何も感じないふり
呑詰雌吐禍禍禍
妥協って便利だね
夢を諦めた理由に
ちょうどいい
いい人そうですね その一言が
なぜか一番 心に刺さる夜
選ばれたいだけなのに
選ぶ側の顔して
また今日も スワイプしてる
ノツ女十カカカ
それでも続けてしまう
奇跡みたいな何かを
まだ信じてるから
呑詰雌吐禍禍禍
妥協の海の底で
本音だけが
息継ぎを待ってる
- Lyricist
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
- Composer
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
- Producer
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
- Keyboards
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
- Vocals
KASANE TETO
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Notsumetokakaka (feat. KASANE TETO)
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
"Notsumetokakaka."
First of all, this. It appears to be a string of meaningless letters,
but it's actually the remains of the kanji for "compromise."
It doesn't form a complete word.
It's the very essence of my emotional state.
I have the feelings, but I can't even put them into proper words.
It's not a song blaming yourself for compromising, but a song about a night when you can't stand up unless you compromise. Including the flawed title, Notsume Tokakaka, this is a love song for someone who doesn't have the energy to fall in love properly. It's quiet and pathetic, but there's no lie in it. I think it's a song about someone still trying to grasp something with their worn fingertips.
Artist Profile
KAZUYAYAMAZAKI
I like Beast Senpai. (Not Mr. Beast) Please check out my YouTube channel and consider subscribing really appreciate it! I am also active on Niconico Video so feel free to follow me there as well. Back in high school I joined a music related club and formed a band for the school festival where I took charge of guitar and vocals. Playing music together with friends, I gradually became drawn to the idea of creating music that can quietly accompany someones time. My defining musical awakening came during junior high school. One night a song by Spitz played in the car and it struck me deeply. It was the moment I realized how melodies and lyrics can intertwine with scenery and memories an experience that still serves as the foundation of my songwriting today. Nowadays I create music by gently capturing emotions found in everyday life. Even during work breaks or while commuting melodies, lyrics, and chord progressions are constantly playing in my head (does anyone else live like this? lol). Late night drives, stopping at traffic lights on the way home staring out the window without thinking about anything I aim to make music that softly flows through those solitary moments and resonates with listeners memories and emotions. I mainly compose using Cubase 12. My go to instruments are a Chai classical guitar and a PSSA50 MIDI keyboard. I have also recently started working with Synthesizer V and Kasane Teto, which has greatly expanded my creative possibilities.
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KASANE TETO
