

目に見える
幸せにするために撮る写真
SNS眺めてる時ひとりぼっち
無い物ねだり
無い物ねだり
不安になるたび
友達減るんでしょ
分かってるんでしょ?
また自問自答
また自問自答
探し物
相変わらず自分勝手で
言い訳なんてするつもりはねぇ
おかげ社会の輪の中
うまくやれてるけども夢の中で
あーでもねぇ こーでもねぇって
足掻いているけれど あと何年で
納得のいく大人になれる
少しの誘惑で軸がぶれる
意地汚いのはカッコ悪いけど
夢に欲望は必要だろ
金にだらしないの直さないと
友達が敵に変わってるかも
見えない物に憧れを持つほど
周りは冷たくなってるもの
理解求めんな 賛同は刃
自己完結を歌に変えるんだ
自分 to 自分は全部そうさ
悪口も全部 自分に言ってんだ
相変わらずネガ
だけどいいじゃん
あなたのヘイトも歌にできるから
昔の話したくない
あの頃楽しかった
今どうなの?
傷の舐め合いは
楽しいけど
楽しい以外に何にもないよ
目に見える
幸せにするために撮る写真
SNS眺めてる時ひとりぼっち
無い物ねだり
無い物ねだり
不安になればプライドだって売っちゃうんでしょ
一人の力は小さい
多くなれば身動きがとりにくい
ぼんやりと増やす人間関係
浅く広い信頼ないマイメン
みっともない
馬が合わない
性格のやつ笑えたらいいって
優しい以外に取り柄がないけど
格好いいと言ってた親友へ
どっち行っても
辛いけれども
その先 納得のいく結果を
人並みの幸せすらも
あきらめた人に明日の勇気を
良いことなんて少ないけど
その時素直に笑える事を
祈ってるよ
ちゃんと生きよう
現実は幻想 pink elephant
夕暮れ血だらけ 意味ないリスカ
生きてる意味なんてさ 探すだけ無駄
笑っときな
今のうちさ
明日が来るなんて誰が言った
楽しい時に嫌なこと考えないような心のゆとりと
辛いとき楽な方に逃げないように
覚悟からの自分の責任を
ごちゃ混ぜにする
だから手付かず
カツカツな生活すらも変わらず
どっちつかず
後でやるまた
ゴミを見るカス
変わんねぇわ
自問自答
自問自答
自問自答
目に見える
幸せにするために撮る写真
SNS眺めてる時ひとりぼっち
無い物ねだり
無い物ねだり
不安になればプライドだって売っちゃうんでしょ
目に見える
幸せにするために撮る写真
SNS眺めてる時ひとりぼっち
無い物ねだり
無い物ねだり
不安になればプライドだって売っちゃうんでしょ
自問自答
自問自答
自問自答
自問自答
自問自答
自問自答
目に見える
幸せにするために撮る写真
SNS眺めてる時ひとりぼっち
無い物ねだり
無い物ねだり
不安になるたび
友達減るんでしょ
- Lyricist
TORAUMA
- Composer
Humadi Beatz
- Producer
Humadi Beatz
- Mixing Engineer
Leofeel
- Mastering Engineer
Leofeel
- Graphic Design
TORAUMA
- Rap
TORAUMA

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This song was originally written in 2017 and has been newly remade for this release.
It was composed by TORAUMA during a challenging time after returning to Aomori from Tokyo, as he started a new job and struggled to learn the ropes.
The title "pink elephant" is a coined term meaning "hallucination". Even if you are laughing with many people in a photo, you are all alone when looking back at it. This track captures the deep conflict between the anxiety of isolation and the hope of remaining connected despite the distance.
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Artist Profile
TORAUMA
TORAUMA (Trauma) / Rapper Born in 1991, from Towada City, Aomori Prefecture. Affiliated with M.S.W and Final Weapon Company. Known for his versatile beat handling, human-centered lyrics chronicling the pain and struggles he has experienced in his own life, and his catchy hook sensibility. He discovered net rap in high school and began rapping at home. He then moved to the Kanto region, using his style of throwing himself into various challenges as his weapon. After returning to Aomori for two years, he was invited by Okinawa-based 604 rappers MAVEL and HANG to collaborate. He moved to Okinawa while traveling in a kei car and joined 604 in 2018. He later joined Final Weapon Company (FWC). His 2016 SoundCloud release TSUBAKI gained attention, and his music saw significant expansion following its 2020 release across major digital stores. In September 2022, he released the EP Blue frost as a self-introduction, followed by the EP Violet Traveler in October. In March 2021, he released his 1st album Sternbergia, marking the start of full-scale production leveraging his Okinawan base, including collaborations with Okinawan rapper MuKuRo. In 2023, TSUBAKI went viral on TikTok, propelling it to #3 on the iTunes and Apple Music Hip Hop/Rap charts in Japan and #1 on Billboard JAPAN Heatseekers Songs chart. Subsequently, the track surpassed 10 million streams on both Spotify and YouTube Music Video, cementing its status as his signature song and establishing a solid presence within the scene. On Sunday, July 12, 2026, he held his very first solo concert, "Still Walking," at CIRCUS TOKYO in Shibuya. Serving as both a reflection on his past and a bridge to his future, the show completely sold out and was a massive success.
TORAUMAの他のリリース
Final Weapon Company



