失った夜は眠れなくて
ロがポカンと開いて
そこから愛が抜けていく気分
熱を帯びていたこの身体が
やっと元に戻って
昨日の僕を鼻で笑った
愛にモラルを持ちすぎてたみたいで
現実の愛に溜め息
綺麗な言葉を探してた
当たり障りのない言葉を
傷付けぬように生きること
それがいちばん傷付けてたんだね
歳を取る度にぼやけていく
本当の愛と愛し方
母の名を泣き叫んだ頃は
本当の愛を知っていたのに
心が激しく動く日々に
なんか眩暈がして
自分がわからなくなった
ぜんぶバカバカしく見えてきて
机の上の愛を
肘でどかして頬杖を付いた
愛にモラルを持ちすぎてたみたいで
現実の愛に溜め息
のめり込むほど見えなくなって
歪んで気持ち悪くなって
でもそれはパズルと同じで
欠片だけじゃまだわからないね
愛の破片を拾い集めて
パズルのように組み合わせて
ひとつの模様にできたとき
はじめて美しさに気付けんのかな
綺麗な愛を探してた
でもそんなもんは無いんだって
自分で愛を汚してた
僕はきっとまだ辿り着けてない
歳を取る度にぼやけていく
本当の愛と愛し方
傷付かぬように暮らしても
僕はきっとまた誰かを愛すだろう
- Lyricist
Kouichi Shiraki
- Composer
Kouichi Shiraki
- Recording Engineer
Kodai Miwa
- Mixing Engineer
Kodai Miwa
- Mastering Engineer
Kodai Miwa
- Guitar
Kouichi Shiraki, Kodai Miwa
- Vocals
Kouichi Shiraki
- Piano
Kodai Miwa
- Other Instruments
Kodai Miwa
Listen to Beautiful by Kouichi Shiraki
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Beautiful
Kouichi Shiraki
This song was written and composed about 10 years ago when I was still in high school.
At that time, as I accumulated many experiences in my own way, I was discouraged to the point that "there is no such thing as beautiful love in this world" and "I will never be able to truly love people again" by witnessing the difficulty of loving others and the dirty parts of myself and human beings. However, as I continued to write the song in the midst of such disappointment, I found a glimmer of hope that perhaps beautiful love exists somewhere, just that I have not found it yet. I was also able to make a decision to face the idea of love again.
In the ten years between the writing of this song and its release, I have experienced many things. As a member of society, as a husband, as a father, and as my various responsibilities and roles increased, I experienced a lot of happiness and trials, and only now do I feel that I have finally arrived at the answer to this song.
The lyrics and the song have not changed at all from 10 years ago, but the essential content of this song has finally been completed after 10 years.
I would be happy if this song could be such a song that would enrich the dry hearts of those who listen to it.
Artist Profile
Kouichi Shiraki
Born in Yokohama, currently residing in Kitakyushu. Height: 184 cm. His honest and straightforward lyrics, catchy melodies that stick in your head, and soulful vocals are his strengths. A versatile singer-songwriter who switches between guitar and piano depending on the song. In the fall of his second year of middle school, he enrolled in Music School Voice, a renowned training institution that has produced artists such as Ayaka, YUI, Ieiri Leo, and Vaundy. Since then, he has mastered instruments, vocal training, and music theory from scratch. He currently has over 260 original songs in his repertoire. She creates a wide range of songs, from love ballads that everyone can relate to, stress-free rock, upbeat folk, to strange songs with a bizarre worldview. His motto for songwriting is to capture various moments in life and accompany each person on their journey. Just as music saved him from bullying when he was in junior high school, he wants to be a source of encouragement for his listeners, inspiring them to keep striving in life. His signature song, [Oh, Shit!], is a stress-filled yet warm message song that can be applied to any situation in human relationships, such as school, work, friends, and lovers. He married in 2021, welcomed his first child in 2023, and his second child in 2024. He is currently a working professional who performs live on weekends, a singer-songwriter, and the father of two children. After 13 years of struggle, Kouichi Shiraki finally began releasing music in March 2024! In March 2025, he held his first solo live performance at Shimokitazawa LOFT, which sold out! Another similar live performance is scheduled for the following year. Live videos and lyric videos are currently available on YouTube!
Kouichi Shirakiの他のリリース
Kouichi Music Records.
