AM: Front Cover

Lyric

I Hate Me

A-hum

I hate me まだ忘れない TOKYO

I hate me 周りは言う もういいよ

I hate me のまま歩んでく 時を

I hate me 死ぬとき言わない もういいよ

I hate me 止まない雨なら無いよ

I hate me 散々コケ生えてるpride

I hate me 頭がずっと痛いよ

I love meって言えるまで歌い続けるよ

二重人格 夢と離れた生活

未だに歩く道変わらず

咲いてる花にも挨拶

着ないって決めてたワイシャツ

Keep it fresh 心掛ける

かけないアイロン

シワになるまでそのLife愛そうよ

知らないおっさんにも愛想良くして

I'm sorry mom & grandfather

俺が愛してやまない人たちにも

迷惑かけた分

ツケといて すぐに返すからさ

もうちょっと見ててよ

俺も探し続けてる 良いところ

虫の居所 悪いとき 美味い飯食う

んで一服してmake good music

I hate me まだ忘れない TOKYO

I hate me 周りは言う もういいよ

I hate me のまま歩んでく 時を

I hate me 死ぬとき言わない もういいよ

I hate me 止まない雨なら無いよ

I hate me 散々コケ生えてるpride

I hate me 頭がずっと痛いよ

I love meって言えるまで歌い続けるよ

調子どう?って全然まだ

トーシロー ステージ凍らせた

入れるの当たり前ゴール下

外してきたやつらと合流した

Big shipのwingの端の話

あの夜から全てが始まり

今までは今までの遠回り

って思えたらなんてことはない

永遠なんてないって

いろんな人が言ってた

Everydayを繰り返して

気付いたら墓の中

遠足の帰り道 寝ないで見てた窓の外

窓をそっと 拭いてお腹減ったほっともっと

もっともっと遊びたい

こどもの頃みたいに

ベンジャミンバトン じゃない

俺の夢は終わらない

寝てる間夢見ないし

見てる街は眠らない

I hate me まだ忘れない TOKYO

I hate me 周りは言う もういいよ

I hate me のまま歩んでく 時を

I hate me 死ぬとき言わない もういいよ

I hate me 止まない雨なら無いよ

I hate me 散々コケ生えてるpride

I hate me 頭がずっといたいよ

I love meって言えるまで歌い続けるよ

I Hate Me

I Hate Me

I Hate Me まだ忘れない

I Hate Me まだ忘れない

  • Lyricist

    A-hum

  • Composer

    ymxk

  • Recording Engineer

    Hiromu Koinuma

  • Rap

    A-hum

AM: Front Cover

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Time moves the same way every day,
but somehow, each day feels totally different.
Different feelings, different thoughts, different energy.
Some days the sky is bright, some days it's dark.
Some days end on a good note,
and some days just feel heavy the whole way through.
That's just life, right?

But sometimes, I lose sight of that "normal."
The value of things like people, places, time-
the important stuff-just slips out of view.

I've written lyrics about those feelings before.
And I thought I understood it.
But at some point, I realized I'd been so focused on the music I was trying to make,
I stopped noticing everything else.
To be honest, I think I even stopped really thinking about the music itself.

Working every day, coming home, writing lyrics.
Repeat.
Somewhere along the way, I convinced myself,
"If I don't have this, I can't live."
"If I'm not doing music, I don't deserve to be here."
I'd trapped myself in that mindset.
I've always had a habit of overthinking things.

And just when I started feeling really worn out,
a friend of mine-the one who always gives me energy and inspiration-
he just casually said:

"You just gotta do it."

He's the one who first got me into music,
and he's been watching me this whole time.
So when he said that, it hit different.
It made sense.
It felt like my shoulders relaxed a little.

Do it or don't.
Is it fire or not?
That's it.

He was saying that the first time we ever hung out too.
Actually, he's been saying it since day one.
And I always connected with that.
I've been turning that vibe into my own words, my own lyrics ever since.

86,400 seconds in a day.
Do that 365 times, that's a year.
Repeat that until you die.
It's such a basic thing, I never really stopped to think about it.
But maybe it's that simple-
just breathe and do what you do.
No need to overthink everything.

When I came back to that feeling-
that constant flow of "now"-
I started asking myself,
"What does my music sound like right now, in this version of me?"
That's when I started making this album.
That "just gotta do it" feeling kicked in again.

Even if I'm thinking the same thoughts,
the way time passes changes depending on my mood,
how I see the world that day.
And from there, words and melodies started coming naturally.
It felt so fun again.

"This is gonna be dope!"
"I'm doing this just 'cause I want to."
That's really all there was to it.
And then I was like-
oh yeah, that's how A-hum started in the first place.

Writing lyrics alone, singing, deleting, rewriting.
I think I've finally come to really love that time now.

With all the connections and moments happening lately,
I kind of forgot,
but I've always been a little bit of a lonely person.

So let me share that alone time-my "AM"-with you.
Listen whenever you want, in whatever mood you're in.
If this album lines up with something in your life, even just a little,
I'd be really happy.

Artist Profile

  • A-hum

    a crew based in Ofuna, Kamakura City "ONECREW" rapper He was born in Kanagawa Prefecture in 2000. She grew up in Yokohama and met HIPHOP in junior high school. I started making music as a hobby, I don't do any activities in particular and finish my school days. I'm going to start acting in 2020, I was frustrated because the rules and environment didn't match. I quit my office, when someone decides to live on music Artists who work mainly in Kamakura, Meet Kensuke Kamiishi, ONECREW We will start our music activities in earnest.

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