目の前に映る白い天井をぼんやり眺めた
やらなきゃいけない事が重なって
思考が追いつかない
カーテンの隙間からほのかに漏れる光が
あまりにも眩しすぎて
僕は目を塞いで朝が来ることを拒んだ
生きる意味を見出せないまま
惰眠を貪っている
いつまで経っても心の穴は
満たされない
散らかった部屋に残るガラクタをぼんやり眺めた
何も手放せずストレスばかりが重くのしかかる
独りきりの時間が長くなっていく度に
どうでもいいことで悩んで
ありもしない妄想で自分の首を締めてた
わかっている今のままじゃダメだってことくらい
自分が1番わかってるでも
立ち上がる方法も忘れてしまった
僕はもう疲れたんだ全部全部嫌になったんだ
だからもういいでしょ？終わらせていいでしょ
生きる意味を見出せないのに
涙は頬を伝うんだ
いつまで経っても心の穴は
埋まらない
生きる意味を見出せないから
死ねる理由を探して
いつまで経っても心の闇は
晴れない
- Lyricist
tokitoumei
- Composer
tokitoumei
- Mixing Engineer
482studio
- Mastering Engineer
482studio
- Guitar
Sushinari
- Bass Guitar
Sushinari
- Drums
Sushinari
- Vocals
tokitoumei
- Piano
Sushinari
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Harenai
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Sinking stars, dawning dreams.
tokitoumei
"Beyond Blue," a compilation album by tokitomei featuring "I Logic," "Tarurarira," "Harenai," and "Sinking Star, Dawn's Dream."
The struggle with "someone else's idea of the right answer,"
escape into a world of never-ending dreams,
the pain of living while carrying unhealed wounds,
and nights spent losing sight of the meaning of life.
Through collaborations with various creators,
this album portrays "opaque emotions" from multiple perspectives.
In "I Logic" with Dara,
they deliver a fast-paced rock sound centered on the themes of self and rebirth.
In "Tarurarirura" and "Harenai" with Mayuta,
they depict a fantastical and mysterious worldview
along with delicate emotional expressions.
And in "Sinking Star, Dawn's Dream." with Sushinari,
they sing of quiet despair and loneliness set to a sound that gently seeps through.
Blue-tinged, murky emotions,
transparent despair,
a heart sinking into the night.
This compilation album, crafted by tokitomei.,
captures the "difficulty of living" and the "place where emotions belong."
Artist Profile
tokitoumei
A singer-songwriter and Vocaloid producer who sings of murky, blue emotions and crystalline despair. Through a crystalline voice and catchy melodies, they depict the night, loneliness, restlessness, and unfulfilled emotions. They express their crystalline, blue sound through both Vocaloid tracks and self-covers.
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