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Cold Heart

Xanny O'stin, RME

Told you imma change, but looks like still the same

Thought old me was an old me, but still am an old me

夢がだけがデカくなり,現実はlow key

壊れないためだけに生きてるように

でも進むcuz I don’t wanna lose

2つの意味でお前のこともdon’t wanna lose

このままだと2人とも沈んでいく

So I gotta change, that’s what I been trying to do

俺なら行けるんだと始めたgame

イキり過ぎた昔 just like Ben10

3年やって売れないなら才能なんかねえ

言ってたけど気づいたら6年目

それでも未だに追いかけてるdream

信じてる俺ならば最後にはwin

心配そうに見守るお前を背に

ゴールテープのない道をひたすら走る

I got cold heart, What you feelin now

お前の気持ちは未だにわからないまま

I got cold heart, what you feelin now

お前に言わせてみれば俺はただのわがまま

溺れるemotions

遅れるmotion

But gotta keep going

I have to stay focused

いつものように

迎えてるmorning

昨日より幸せでいられるように

目が覚めたら部屋に香ってるcoffee

影は短い、とっくに過ぎてるmorning

時計を見て、damn10分でI gotta ready

急がないとだけど忘れずにkiss my baby

3分でshower, 2分で服を選ぶ

その間にお前がcookingするんだ俺のbreakfast

俺の本気の飯より美味いって、やば

Never let you go baby, please stay by my side

You say “What’s the matter?”

Don’t mind me I’m alright now

気にされる度痛むんだ頭

誤魔化すために重ねる身体

でも見せられない心の裸

飾ってるガーベラは枯れたまま

3日前に買った来たばっかなのにさ

大切だけどすぐ枯れさせてしまう

いつも思う、よく似てるお前と花

I got cold heart, What you feelin now

ぶつかるたびに頭によぎる”さよなら”

I got cold heart, what you feelin now

でも変わらないなら俺はただのバカ

溺れるemotions

遅れるmotion

But gotta keep going

I have to stay focused

心写し、乗せる音に

明日を笑顔で迎えれるように

  • Lyricist

    Xanny O'stin

  • Composer

    RME

  • Producer

    RME

  • Recording Engineer

    RME

  • Mixing Engineer

    RME

  • Mastering Engineer

    RME

  • Guitar

    RME

  • Vocals

    Xanny O'stin

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    Cold Heart

    Xanny O'stin, RME

Tokyo-based rapper Xanny Ostin returns with his new single Cold Heart a deeply personal track that captures the emotional tension between ambition, self-doubt, and intimacy.

Blending English and Japanese seamlessly, Cold Heart portrays the inner conflict of chasing a dream that refuses to become reality while trying not to lose the person standing closest to you. Rather than glorifying success, the song lingers in the in-between: the long mornings, the rushed routines, the unspoken worries, and the fear of staying the same.

Through understated yet vivid storytelling coffee-scented rooms, hurried showers, shared breakfasts Xanny Ostin grounds the track in everyday life. These ordinary moments become reflections of a deeper struggle: wanting to change, knowing you must change, but still finding yourself stuck halfway.

The phrase Cold Heart doesnt imply emotional numbness. Instead, it represents a state of emotional survival moving forward despite confusion, pressure, and vulnerability. Over a restrained hiphop production Xanny Ostin delivers an honest narrative about persistence, emotional distance and the quiet determination to keep going.

Cold Heart speaks to anyone caught between who they are and who they're trying to become.

Artist Profile

  • Xanny O'stin

    Balancing urban stillness with loneliness and quiet passion Xanny Ostin is a bilingual rapper who paints contrasting cityscapes through both English and Japanese. His sound gentle yet carrying a hint of solitude offers a calm, intimate presence that steadily resonates with listeners. Born in Sagamihara Kanagawa and raised in Machida Tokyo he left high school in 2019 and moved to the United States to attend a university in Washington State. In 2020 he began releasing music as Xanny Ostin and transferred to a university in Los Angeles the following year. After returning to Tokyo in 2023 he has continued to create and release work with both domestic and international audiences in mind. distinctive musicality his music continues to present a new form of music to audiences worldwide.

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