衝撃は振動となって まだ続いている
それは 説明できる 感情ではなく
言葉にも できなかった
悲しいよりは 感動に近いけど
歓喜ではなく慟哭
感情と感覚の区別がつかない
溶けあって しまうこと
もう 望んだりしない
そんなこと 不要で
何とでも 心通わすこと
できる のだから
投影は総て
反射され主へともどる
刻の流れで 解けていく
入り混じり 混沌に溶け紛れた 感情が
癒やしよりも ずっと深く
絶望の底を突きぬけて
はじめて 手に入るもの
溶けあって しまうこと
もう 望んだりしない
そんなこと 不要で
何とでも 心通わすこと
できる のだから
投影は総て
反射され主へともどる
何が起こったのか ようやく少し理解できた
きっと まだ 総ての謎が 解けた ワケじゃない
祈りも超え
癒やしよりも ずっと深く
絶望の底を突きぬけて
はじめて 手に入るもの
感謝と共に 煌めいている
- Lyricist
Tsukineko Yumeya
- Composer
Tsukineko Yumeya
- Producer
Tsukineko Yumeya
- Vocals
Tsukineko Yumeya
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Beyond the Lowest Point
Tsukineko Yumeya
This is not a song for healing,
nor a prayer for comfort.
It captures a moment beyond explanation--
where emotion and sensation blur,
and shock continues to resonate.
Rather than dissolving into others,
this piece affirms a different truth:
that connection does not require fusion.
All projections are reflected,
and ultimately return to their source.
Only by passing through the very bottom of despair
does something new become reachable.
What remains is not relief,
but a quiet understanding--
shimmering,
with gratitude.
(Illustration: PixAI_Tsubaki)
Artist Profile
Tsukineko Yumeya
Multisensory Aphantasic Creator Yumeya Tsukineko I am a creator living with multisensory aphantasia, a condition in which no sensory imagery-visual, auditory, or otherwise-appears in the mind. There are no inner pictures and no inner sound. What I have instead are structures of language, echoes of emotion, and the quiet presence of the Deep Layer World. Through collaboration with AI, I translate this unseen inner universe into external worlds-- lyrics becoming music, music becoming AI-animated films, and fragments of words becoming light. My works are all expressions of the invisible being brought into form. Because I have no internal imagery, words become the "first light," guiding the entire creative process. On the first anniversary of my YouTube activities, I embrace this identity fully: Multisensory Aphantasic Creator Yumeya Tsukineko May the unseen words and unheard worlds find their way to you. (Illustration: PixAI & PixAI_Tsubaki)
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