these sick days Front Cover

Lyric

mentally shelter (feat. KAFU)

chusoyamu

Groggyな僕は平然を装ってᵕ̈*

活きのない眼で生きる意味を問うて️

人のためになんて都合押し付け

くだらない。

この世界はクソみたいだったってこと…️‍

でも悔しいから退けないプライドride on

躁鬱ってつらいの。

売れない音楽作って救われちゃうぞ^^

「誰が聴いてんの?」

そんなん知らないよ、、、

見つめ合ったeyes

友達に言われた「暗い。」

しゃーない、いま気分じゃない︎︎ ᵕ̩̩ㅅᵕ̩̩

キャッチーな僕のメロディを聴いて♪

ラッキーじゃん。君と音で出逢えて

捻くれた僕達は居場所なんて無いね

⋆⸜ ぼくの曲好きな人この指とまれ!️⸝⋆

Groggyな僕は平然を装って。:*

活きのない眼で生きる意味を問うて •᷄ •᷅

人のためになんて都合押し付け

くだらない。

この世界はクソみたいだったってこと… ^^;

暗い?でもdon't cry

君の居場所ここくらい。

  • Lyricist

    chusoyamu

  • Composer

    chusoyamu

  • Producer

    chusoyamu

  • Co-Producer

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Mixing Engineer

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Mastering Engineer

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Graphic Design

    chusoyamu

  • Guitar

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Vocals

    chusoyamu

  • Rap

    chusoyamu

  • Songwriter

    chusoyamu

these sick days Front Cover

Listen to mentally shelter (feat. KAFU) by chusoyamu

Streaming / Download

  • 1

    help sign (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • ⚫︎

    mentally shelter (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 3

    Anticipatory Anxiety (medical record)

    chusoyamu

  • 4

    cloudy feelings (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 5

    In Words Yet Unknown (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 6

    Somewhere Underground, I Couldn't Breathe (medical record)

    chusoyamu

  • 7

    Where the Light Doesn't Hurt (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

Composed of seven fragments documenting days lived alongside inner affliction, these sick days is a record of survival.
Rather than offering easy redemption or recovery, the EP quietly embraces the reality of existing outside what society considers normal. Fractured relationships, dysfunctional routines, unnameable anxieties, and the persistent impulse to continue creating all are rendered with striking clarity.
Running throughout the work is a deeply felt realization:
creation is life support.
The voice of Vocaloid KAFU blurs the boundary between human vulnerability and mechanical detachment, while hybrid production weaving together programmed elements, live instrumentation, and rap forms an airy yet emotionally grounded sonic architecture. The result is a subtle psychological realism that mirrors the instability of modern urban life.
If blackmail functioned as a critique of the external world, these sick days marks a more introspective and existential turn a quiet declaration from chusoyamu, who continue to create music as a means of staying alive. At once a statement of endurance and a shelter for those who struggle to feel normal, the EP expands the collectives artistic trajectory.
Featured tracks include help sign, which confronts personal defect; mentally shelter, suggesting refuge for the emotionally fractured; cloudy feelings, portraying the imbalance between mental health and everyday life; In Words Yet Unknown, longing for understanding through language; and within an unblinding light, where creative impulse itself becomes proof of existence.
Interwoven between these songs are two skits titled medical record, field-documenting the creators psychological states and reinforcing the EP's fragmentary narrative structure.

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