these sick days Front Cover

Lyric

Where the Light Doesn't Hurt (feat. KAFU)

chusoyamu

気に入らないし要らない。

眩しくないひかりの中で

˗ˋ 僕を包んで ˊ˗

“愛して”って想ってる…

意味無いしちょいしんどいし

俯瞰しないで、生きづらいね、また来世 ˖ ࣪༊*·˚

眠れないまだ

全部考えて哀しいから( ; ; )

髪オイリー

ゴミ出しとか出来ない状態に︎⌒☆*。

スタンスならirony

CLAMP作品XXXHOLiC

期待しないで!造るだけ!

関与しないで、傷付けて、じゃねまたね ʚ✞ɞ

夢の中なら

邪魔した奴は殺すからさ。

気に入らないし要らない。

眩しくないひかりの中で

°˖୨୧僕を包んで୨୧˖°

“愛して”って想ってる…

捻くれちゃってごめんね‍️。

眩しくないひかりの中で

僕を殺して

「愛して」って言ってる><

これ以外やりたい事もない

馬鹿みたい?でも創る事以外なにもないし

常にカマしたい️

まだまだ死ねないってだけ

果たすまでは生きてたい

のだめカンタービレみたいに奏で♩.•¨•.¸¸♩.•*¨*•.¸¸

まるでShow time.。.:*・°♡

  • Lyricist

    chusoyamu

  • Composer

    chusoyamu

  • Producer

    chusoyamu

  • Co-Producer

    Takashi Katsunori, maigoishi

  • Mixing Engineer

    Takashi Katsunori, maigoishi

  • Mastering Engineer

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Graphic Design

    chusoyamu

  • Keyboards

    maigoishi

  • Synthesizer

    maigoishi

  • Vocals

    chusoyamu

  • Rap

    chusoyamu

  • Piano

    maigoishi

  • Songwriter

    chusoyamu

these sick days Front Cover

Listen to Where the Light Doesn't Hurt (feat. KAFU) by chusoyamu

Streaming / Download

  • 1

    help sign (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 2

    mentally shelter (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 3

    Anticipatory Anxiety (medical record)

    chusoyamu

  • 4

    cloudy feelings (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 5

    In Words Yet Unknown (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 6

    Somewhere Underground, I Couldn't Breathe (medical record)

    chusoyamu

  • ⚫︎

    Where the Light Doesn't Hurt (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

Composed of seven fragments documenting days lived alongside inner affliction, these sick days is a record of survival.
Rather than offering easy redemption or recovery, the EP quietly embraces the reality of existing outside what society considers normal. Fractured relationships, dysfunctional routines, unnameable anxieties, and the persistent impulse to continue creating all are rendered with striking clarity.
Running throughout the work is a deeply felt realization:
creation is life support.
The voice of Vocaloid KAFU blurs the boundary between human vulnerability and mechanical detachment, while hybrid production weaving together programmed elements, live instrumentation, and rap forms an airy yet emotionally grounded sonic architecture. The result is a subtle psychological realism that mirrors the instability of modern urban life.
If blackmail functioned as a critique of the external world, these sick days marks a more introspective and existential turn a quiet declaration from chusoyamu, who continue to create music as a means of staying alive. At once a statement of endurance and a shelter for those who struggle to feel normal, the EP expands the collectives artistic trajectory.
Featured tracks include help sign, which confronts personal defect; mentally shelter, suggesting refuge for the emotionally fractured; cloudy feelings, portraying the imbalance between mental health and everyday life; In Words Yet Unknown, longing for understanding through language; and within an unblinding light, where creative impulse itself becomes proof of existence.
Interwoven between these songs are two skits titled medical record, field-documenting the creators psychological states and reinforcing the EP's fragmentary narrative structure.

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