Lyric

The ticking of time

Blood on my dried-out hands

I walked through cruel fate

And arrived at a name—“Guilty”

I fought for the land

I shielded my friends, tore myself apart

On that day I gave my life

You smiled… and let me go

The city came back

The world was repainted white

But my face

Was never drawn in

The place I returned to

Had no place for me

They gave me the word—“Criminal”

Even your smile became evidence

They called it justice

But who decides what’s right?

I only wanted to protect

I only survived

Even that—

They could not forgive

I am no longer human

My friends were shot

My lover was masked

My parents stayed silent

And erased my name

I said “I had no choice”

Again and again

But voices return at night

“Who did you kill for… and why?”

Was the world I believed in wrong?

Or was it me who was mistaken?

There’s no answer

And no words

To explain

For peace, I gave up my soul

And someone else found joy

By erasing my place

Still, I breathe

Still, I sing

In a rainy night

In a room with no light

I dream of childhood

Through eyes lost in the dark

Who am I now?

Just a memory?

Or someone

Who can still protect something?

“My father was a hero”

A stranger’s child whispered

Illusion or not—

Those words saved me

With these broken hands

I still want to hold someone

Even if I’m never forgiven

Even if I’m never remembered

This is my proof of life

This is the song I leave behind

A life with no answer

But I will keep walking

Even if the night never ends

I wait for a faint tomorrow

Even if I leave no name

The one who stood there

Was me

I no longer fight

But I never lost

I carry

The weight of the world

On my back