

ご飯の味がしないんだ 生きた心地がしないんだ
息がちゃんと出来てるかも分からない
僕は本当に此処に居るのか
自分らしさって何だろうな 心が奪われるってこういうことなのかな
浮かんでは消える様な言葉ばかり書いては
きっと人生の半分は蜃気楼みたいな景色だ
もうどうでもいいや、と言いながら
あの日から無意識に書き殴っては音が消えない日々なんだ
そもそも一曲程度の文字数で収まらないんだ
口下手に拍車が掛かって喉の奥が詰まって上手い言葉が見つからないんだ
何曲書いたって書き足りない
書けば書くほど君を思えば思うほどこの身体は乾いていくんだ
この心を満たす言葉があるならどうぞ教えて欲しい
愛も優しさも自由も幸せも全部詭弁じゃないか
君の声が聴こえる度嬉しいのに心が痛いんだ
「心」という臓器も形も無いのに何故か「心」が痛むんだ
黙ったって聴こえてるきっと僕だけなんだって分かってる
理屈で説明出来て割り切れたらどれだけ楽なんだろうか
僕の人生なんて言葉にすればたった三文字で書けてしまうのに
君を書こうと思うと何文字あったって足りないや
そもそも心の居場所が分からないからずっとずっと探し続けてはいるけど
きっと見つからないのも分かってる見つからなくていいとさえ思ってる
満たされたら終わってしまうんだ
満たされたいのに書き足りない日々を望んでいるんだ
さよならの言い方も忘れられる方法もきっとこの先も分かんないよ
だからきっと書き続ける満たされない日々を
黙ったって聴こえてるきっと僕だけなんだって分かってる
理屈で説明出来て割り切れたらどれだけ楽なんだろうか
僕の人生なんて言葉にすればたった三文字で書けてしまうのに
君を書こうと思うと何文字あったって足りないや
何を書き足したって心はきっと君だけなんだって分かってる
夢で逢える方法があるなら先ず眠り方を教えてくれ
いつか僕の言葉も一緒に年老いて季節が追い越す時初めて
この心を満たす言葉も景色も全部見つかるかな
呼吸が浅くなる
生温い風が吹く
ほらこの曲ぐらいの文字数じゃ足りないよな
思い出の中でしか描けない君の影を
鳴り響くこの世界で追い続けてる
- Lyricist
Matts
- Composer
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- Recording Engineer
Phantom Beats
- Mixing Engineer
Phantom Beats
- Mastering Engineer
P.O.D. STUDIO
- Guitar
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- Bass Guitar
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- Drums
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- Keyboards
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- Synthesizer
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- Vocals
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- Background Vocals
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- Piano
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Listen to Still Missing by petty
Streaming / Download
- 1
Clothed in Forget-Me-Nots as Spring Fades
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- 2
Halcyon Days
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- 3
torch
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- 4
Insomnia
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- 5
Spring Nightfall
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- 6
If I Could See You Again
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- 7
trio
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- 8
Until I Forget
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- 9
Still Summer
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- ⚫︎
Still Missing
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I put it into words because I did not want to forget.
Because if I ever forgot, it would be as if we had never met in the first place, as if none of it had ever existed.
I turned it into sound because I did not want to lose it.
And still, no matter how many songs I wrote, it was never enough.
"Spring Night" captures memories in words, and a little of what I truly felt in sound, as the seasons quietly passed by.
"Halcyon Days" was written for the days I can never return to, and for the person I used to be.
"Until That Day Comes" carries the fear of forgetting, along with a promise to hold on until the day I can no longer bear the weight of it all.
"torch" gives form to a voice that remains like a flame, somewhere between the world where you were and the world where you are no longer.
"Insomnia" portrays sleepless nights caught between time that has come to a standstill and a world that keeps moving forward.
And as the seasons came full circle and summer returned once again, "Summer Calm" carved into song the proof that you and I were truly there together that summer.
Each song may have painted a different landscape, but the same person was always there.
No matter how hard I try to explain it through reason, some things simply cannot be explained.
And the more I put into words, the more there is left to say, like pouring water onto parched sand only to watch it disappear.
The album closes with its title track, "Still Missing," a song that embodies those days themselves.
If I were to put my life into words, I could sum it up in just three words.
But when I try to write about you, no number of words could ever be enough.
I long to feel whole, yet I know that if I ever did, I might lose the very reason I keep writing.
So I continue, still not knowing where the heart belongs, how to forget, or even how to say goodbye.
This song, and this album, were never meant to be an answer.
They are a record of me continuing to chase the shadow of you, someone I can now only portray through memory, through this resounding world I find myself walking through today.
Words are not enough.
Sound is not enough.
Songs are still not enough.
And perhaps they never will be.
petty's first album brings together the songs released since March, following the passing seasons, alongside four new tracks: "Hanazangetsu, Wearing Sleeves of Aimijin," "If I Could See You Again," "trio," and "Still Missing."
Artist Profile
petty
Formed in Sapporo in 2026, petty is a three-piece band centered around Matts (Vocals/Guitar), alongside Ayu (Keyboards) and Kaede (Drums). The band name comes from petty knife, inspired by the fact that all the members are small in stature. Originally active as a solo artist, Matts formed the band to expand his live performance style into a full band sound. Their music combines catchy melodies with story-driven lyrics, where songs are often subtly connected to one another. With rich keyboard textures and dynamic arrangements, petty creates a grand and immersive band sound. Their live performances place strong emphasis on the atmosphere and world of each song, delivering a unique and expressive stage experience.
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