これから話す俺の過ち
俺が狂った話
記憶は曖昧だけど寛解
俺に冗談吐くのは危ないから禁止
心配かけたママ
世話になったパパ
I'm sorry
話は2019いや生まれた時から
もうすでに始まってたのかもしれない
高熱を出してたよ頻繁に
その時に見たあの影は偽り？
今になって考えてみたら
俺の脳みそはあの時からおかしい？
5年前俺の脳に何が起こったのか話すよ
受験勉強
頑張って有名私大に合格したけど
燃え尽きたのか合否発表後
自分の体に物凄い違和感を感じたんだよ
どんな感じかって言ったら
うまく言い表せないけど
とにかく意識が朦朧して迎えた高校の卒業
卒業アルバムって空白のとこに友達からメッセージを書いてもらうんだけど
俺のアルバムは真っ白
なんでかって？
すぐさま両親にクリニックに連れてかれたんだよ
そこで俯きながら誰かにヒアリングされたよ
そこで出された診断結果がうつ病
なんで第一志望に合格したのに
こうなるんだよ
自分でも訳わかんなくなって
処方された漢方薬のんで
弾けるのはまだ早いかなって
とにかく安静にして
1番弾けたい時期なのに我慢して
寝込んでたあの頃は令和元号発表
これから話す俺の過ち
俺が狂った話
記憶は曖昧だけど寛解
俺に冗談吐くのは危ないから禁止
心配かけたママ
世話になったパパ
I'm sorry
話は2019いや生まれた時から
もうすでに始まってたのかもしれない
高熱を出してたよ頻繁に
その時に見たあの影は偽り？
今になって考えてみたら
俺の脳みそはあの時からおかしい？
迎えた武道館入学式
それから1ヶ月通った日々
全く眠れない日々が続き
そこらへんから全てを勘ぐり
朝起きたら見ず知らずの天井
出された飯投げつけここはどこ
ここはどこ ここはどこ ここはどこ
それからただ叫んだ
ありがとう ありがとう
教えて世界の全てを
存在価値生きる術を
これから話す俺の過ち
俺が狂った話
記憶は曖昧だけど寛解
俺に冗談吐くのは危ないから禁止
心配かけたママ
世話になったパパ
I'm sorry
話は2019いや生まれた時から
もうすでに始まってたのかもしれない
高熱を出してたよ頻繁に
その時に見たあの影は偽り？
今になって考えてみたら
俺の脳みそはあの時からおかしい？
壁に当たってもう5年が経った
小さい頃公園すらいけなかった臆病者が
今は音と共に切り拓いてる自己成長への道を
未来の為に心の痛みを歌ってるんだ
少しずつ 少しずつ
少しずつでいいから
スモールステップ
少しずつ 少しずつ
少しずつでいいから
スモールステップ
1,2 1,2
1,2
1,2 1,2
1,2,3,4
- Lyricist
Yung Schizo
- Composer
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- Recording Engineer
Yung Schizo
- Mixing Engineer
Yung Schizo
- Mastering Engineer
Yung Schizo
- Vocals
Yung Schizo
- Rap
Yung Schizo
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Schizophrenia Story
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Yung Schizo's new song "Schizophrenia Story" is composed of lyrics that candidly talk about his battle with schizophrenia. The song is filled with past suffering, mental confusion, and the hope and self-growth he found in the midst of it all.
Background:
Yung Schizo was diagnosed with schizophrenia at the age of 18, and went through a dark period for five years. This song is based on his personal experience and depicts the reality of mental illness and his struggle against it. While acknowledging his blurred memories and past mistakes, he conveys a positive message.
Lyric highlights:
A diagnosis of depression after graduating from high school and the subsequent confusion of college life
His experience in a psychiatric hospital, his gratitude and questions towards the world
The self-growth and hope for the future he found after battling schizophrenia
Message from Yung Schizo:
"Through this song, I want to bring hope to people who are going through the same experiences as me. I want to convey that no matter how difficult the situation is, you can cherish each small step and move forward."
Artist Profile
Yung Schizo
Yung Schizo - Artist Profile Birthday: 2000 Birthplace: Yokohama, Kanagawa His career and background: Yung Schizo first encountered music in his junior high school days, when he had time to sing Western music in English class. Later, a friend invited him to join a weight training class and recommended Gym Class Heroes and Chris Brown, which led him to become deeply involved in music. At the age of 18, he was diagnosed with schizophrenia, and spent the next five years fighting and recovering. It was a long and painful period, but it deeply influenced his music and shaped his current style as an artist. Music style and themes: Yung Schizo's music delves deeply into his own experiences and emotions, and focuses on his struggle with schizophrenia. His songs reflect his dark past and pain, but also express a strong determination for the future. His style is a fusion of melodic hip hop and rap, evoking deep empathy in listeners. Influenced Artists: Yung Schizo strongly sympathizes with and is influenced by Stunna Gambino's musical style. He also aims to convey real emotions to listeners by putting the emotions he has gained through his own experiences into his music. Activity Status: Yung Schizo has just started working as an independent artist, but his unique style and deep themes are gradually attracting the attention of listeners. On August 2, 2024, he plans to release his album "24,Still In The Dark" containing 15 songs. The album strongly reflects his battle with illness and recovery process over the past five years, and aims to deliver a strong message especially to the younger generation. Discography: - Album: 24,Still In The Dark (scheduled for release on August 2, 2024) 1. 5 Years Ago 2. Ko Die 3. Schizophrenia Story 4. 18 5. I Can Do Anything 6. 82 7. In The Dark 8. Life With Schizo 9. Dreamin' 10. Still Alive 11. Traffic Light 12. Go 13. Walkin'(ft.poruporuchair) 14. Stressful 15. WADAKAMARI Message: Yung Schizo's music aims to give hope and courage to listeners through his own experiences. He hopes that his music will be of some help to young people suffering from schizophrenia in particular.
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