Lyric

A tiny wound I didn’t see

No it’s all I can feelin’ inside me

It grew so big I let it stay

Didn’t fight I gave it my name

Pain feels sweet when it’s always there

It keeps me calm it makes me scare

ねえ　こんなふうに　笑っていればいいかな

壊れた仮面にも気付かない　惨めな道化演じてる

あなたのその目は　憐れみという地獄

それは　優しさ？　それとも　僕を嘲笑うための演技

誰にも理解できない孤独を　笑われることが怖くて

生まれたら生き続けるしかない　美しく残酷な世界

Am I sick?

Am I wrong?

Am I crazy?

Am I sick?

Am I wrong?

Am I crazy?

I live just to die

Why was I ever born?

Yes, Life feels so hollow so cold, so cold

Am I sick?

Am I wrong?

Am I crazy?

Am I sick?

Am I wrong?

Am I crazy?

I must say I’m sorry to my mother, to you

For being born and for dying alone

Am I sick?

Am I wrong?

Am I crazy?

Am I sick?

Am I wrong?

Am I crazy?

I ‘m tired of this joke

No reason just slow death

You live like time is free

While I bleed quietly

I ‘m tired of this joke

No reason just slow death

これは夢なの？　近づくほど遠のくあなたは幻

A prayer without a clear sky to fall

A hope that fades to so fades too soon

Maybe I’m not one of you

Maybe I’m something true

Laugh at me

Go ahead

I’m already half-dead

I failed as a human being

Fading in the noise of time as my world collapse in rhyme

While your world forgets my name beneath a frozen smile

生まれてきたこと自体あやまち　僕は否定されて嗤う

人間のつもりでいた　醜く歪で　壊れて動かなくなっても

As silence swallows every scream

As silence swallows every scream

I tried to laugh tried to stay sane

But shadows grew in my brain

I hear my voice but it’s not mine

Split in echoes out of time

The clock keeps ticking but I stay still

I tried to laugh tried to stay sane

But shadows grew in my brain

My mind is mirror with crack to deep I smile in silence

I’m no longer human

I am done