私の中で何かが壊れ
どんどん狂ってく
肺も臓器も
頭の中さえも真っ黒なカラス
そんな私が愛した黒い林檎
大好きで大好きで
憎いほど愛した
林檎が染まっていく
どんどん赤く
君は私を離れると真っ赤に
染まっちゃうから
このまま一緒に・・・。
黒い林檎染まっていく、
どんどん赤く
闇しか見えない光の無い眼
大好きな林檎が見えなくなるよ
どうして？どうして？私から離れるの？
君は真っ赤に染まったら
食べられちゃうよ
君は美しいから・・・。
逃げる様に私を避けて
落下してく
林檎笑いながら
大好きな林檎が
アスワァルトに叩きつけられて
砕け散った砕け散った
真っ赤な林檎
大好きな林檎に群がる害虫達
残ったのは君の残骸だけで・・・。
君の思い出だけ拾い集めても
君はすでに私の知らない君で・・・。
破片の君は変わらず
優しく微笑んで
私を愛してる
『今も君を愛しています』
- Lyricist
KYUSAI MAJIN Yayoi
- Composer
KYUSAI MAJIN Yayoi
- Producer
KYUSAI MAJIN Yayoi
- Vocals
KYUSAI MAJIN Yayoi
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Black Apple
KYUSAI MAJIN Yayoi
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I loved you so much that I hated you so I destroyed you
A deeply painful dark love song
This song portrays the fear of self destruction and a twisted obsession with a loved one through the symbolic motif of a Black Apple
A body quietly descending into madness and thoughts stained in pure black It depicts a possessive desire that cannot forgive a loved one for leaving and being stained by the color of others which is red
Facing the remains of an apple shattered on the asphalt does the survivor feel despair or salvation
This track combines intense emotional outbursts with a gothic and decadent atmosphere It will awaken the dark emotions hidden deep within your heart
AI Analysis What Black Apple Signifies
The fascination of these lyrics lies in how the change of colors is linked to the erosion of the mind
1 Transition from Black to Red
While an apple is normally red to the protagonist the color black is the only proof of love
Black represents the despair obsession and darkness of the protagonist It is their closed world for just the two of them
Red represents betrayal the eyes of others society or even death
The line Warning that you will be eaten if you turn red suggests a distorted protective instinct If the loved one is no longer mine alone in black they will be consumed by the pests of the world
2 Eternal Completion through Destruction
In the latter half the apple is slammed onto the asphalt and shattered into pieces By physically breaking the loved one the protagonist finally finds the ideal version of you who loves me within the ruins
A living person changes and tries to run away but as a memory or a fragment they can never betray again The final words I still love you sound less like a confession and more like a declaration of victory over the ideal version of you fixed within the protagonists mind
3 The Self Collapse of the Protagonist
Descriptions of lungs organs and even the inside of the head being infested by black ravens show that this is not only a story of breaking someone else but also a countdown to the protagonist losing their own self
It depicts the ultimate end of codependency poisoned by something called love
Artist Profile
KYUSAI MAJIN Yayoi
KYUSAI-MAJIN (Salvation Archfiend) Anarchist / Agitator / Anti-Human Artist GENESIS I once asked: Why do I question the world? Why does the urge to destroy dwell within my heart? Then, I realized. Every life born into this world carries a meaning. It is a destiny written in the cycle of rise and fall. The mighty dinosaurs perished while the weak mammals thrived. A grand kingdom of ants can be washed away by a single rain. Justice and evil are nothing more than shifting illusions shaped by the flow of time. Anarchist. Terrorist. Political prisoner. Agitator. A revolutionary who seeks no approval from the masses. An antithesis to everything but myself. None of these labels are wrong, yet none define me truly. Perhaps it is more accurate to call me a source of viruses, an alien, a god, or a demon. PHILOSOPHY: OMEGA Versus EGO "Living by one's emotions is not a sin. Pain, sorrow, and rage are essential alarms for survival. Just as physical pain warns the body of damage." I obey the mandate of my instinct. My brain is dominated by the desire to crush. To trample. To destroy everything that must be broken. Society treats undesirables like a cancer, cutting them out without ever asking why they grew. But by continuing this temporary remedy of exclusion, the world only feeds the malignancy. I am that cancer. I was birthed by this world's decay, and if you continue to cut me away without understanding, I will eventually be the one to kill you. I have chosen to reject the masses at every turn. That choice is the ultimate proof that I am, at my core, non-human. THE MISSION "OMEGA Versus EGO" is Love. That is my Raison d'etre. >Defiance as Foundation: The spirit of rebellion is the bedrock of the soul. >The Public Enemy: To champion the weak, to crush the strong, and to always stand with the underdog. > War Declaration: If the majority claims that light must destroy the darkness, then I refuse to perish. I will not abandon the darkness I cherish simply because the world calls it evil. To every existence that refuses to accept me: I declare war.
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