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The punishment of living

raruminn

無機質な空が今日も私を包む

誰もいない部屋で涙がこぼれる

昨日までの希望が砂に変わる

指の隙間から夢が消えてゆく

痛みはいつも新しい傷を作る

目を閉じても浮かぶ苦しみの影

この重たい気持ちに名前はいらない

重力のように私を沈ませる

もし私が消えたなら世界は変わる

空に問いかけても答えはない

生きるという罰を抱きしめて

孤独な場所で心臓は鼓動を打つ

スケジュール帳の空白が増える

交わす言葉はいつも空回り

誰かの成功が眩しすぎて

私の存在は薄れていく

与えられた日々をただ過ごして

終わりの日を待っているのか

抗う力さえ失くした場所で

それでも体は血を巡らす

もし私が消えたなら世界は変わる

闇に問いかけても答えはない

生きるという罰を抱きしめて

孤独な場所で心臓は鼓動を打つ

誰かの承認も救いもいらない

この手にある感情だけが真実

たとえそれが悲しみでも

私だけのものだから

ああ生きる意味は決められない

辛さの先に見つけるもの

ゼロ地点から始まる呼吸

孤独な私よ前へ進め

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    The punishment of living

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A song spun from the depths of despair, for embracing pain

The inhumanity of everyday life, fading hope, and a sinking sense of despair like gravity. This song honestly expresses the deep loneliness and inescapable suffering that everyone will experience at some point.

"Embracing the punishment of living / My heart beats in a lonely place."

With the question "What if I were to disappear?" in mind, the song focuses on the world's indifference and the reality of life that continues to beat despite it.

But this song is more than just lament. Without seeking approval or salvation from others, the bridge declares, "The emotions in my hands are the only truth," expressing a powerful determination to accept even deep sadness and pain as "my own" and to start breathing again from ground zero.

"The Punishment of Living" is a message song that gently comforts listeners in the depths of despair, quietly encouraging them to "move forward" even while carrying pain.

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