Days of remembrance Front Cover

Lyric

Melancholic Again

toshi

ずっと前に癒えた

はずのまぶたの傷

君がふと触れて

残る痛みを知った

どうしたの?

笑って問いかける

無邪気な君の顔

本当のことは言えなくて

I can't tell you how I really feel

嘘をつく僕に優しい君

I can't tell you how I really feel

乾いた涙がしみるよ

傷が覚えてるよ

あの人の口ぐせ

僕が口にするから

君の癖にもなった

気にしないで

どんなに悲しんでも

よさそな場面でも

あの人は許してくれてた

I can't tell you how I really feel

君と微笑みあっているのに

I can't tell you how I really feel

あの人の影が揺れるよ

あの人の好きだったところを

持っている君だったから

今僕は隣にいるのかもしれない

君を悲しませたくはないのに

あの人のことは忘れられない

君を愛しているのに

But

I can't tell you how I really feel

気がつけば君と影を重ねてる

I can't tell you how I really feel

心のとげがまだひびくよ

  • Lyricist

    toshi

  • Composer

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  • Producer

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  • Programming

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    Melancholic Again

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  • 2

    Transit

    toshi

  • 3

    Lookism

    toshi

  • 4

    Clear-Cut Beauty

    toshi

  • 5

    Cross Road

    toshi

  • 6

    The Curse of Anonymity

    toshi

  • 7

    Lose Lose Lose

    toshi

  • 8

    unseasonable flowering

    toshi

  • 9

    a teen philosopher

    toshi

  • 10

    You, the organic portal

    toshi

Days of Remembrance is a quietly introspective album that traces the fragile boundary between past and present.
Rather than expressing emotions directly, it portrays love, loss, longing, and resignation with a deliberate sense of distance.
The songs revolve around subtle emotional dissonance being physically close yet emotionally disconnected, or trying to move forward while being pulled back by memory. There is little overt drama; instead, the album focuses on the quiet tensions embedded in everyday life and the unspoken complexities of human relationships.
As a whole, the work reflects on how memory can be both vague and persistent, shaping ones inner world long after moments have passed. It does not attempt to resolve the past, but rather suggests a way of living alongside it offering a restrained yet deeply resonant listening experience that invites personal reflection.

Artist Profile

  • toshi

    Born in Aichi Prefecture, raised in the Kansai region, currently residing in Minato Ward, Tokyo. After many years working in human resources, I have published over 20 books in the field. I write regular columns for newspapers, magazines, and web media. Now, seeking a career change, I have begun writing lyrics. With the exception of the lyrics, everything is created by AI, allowing me to produce music entirely on my own. Drawing on my extensive experience in HR and the many careers and life stories I have witnessed, I hope to create songs that explore the mysteries of life, profound struggles, universal anxieties and sorrows, and the question of what it truly means to be happy. I look forward to sharing this journey with you.

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