Days of remembrance Front Cover

Lyric

a teen philosopher

toshi

放課後の僕は本を読みながら

やらなきゃいけないことを無視して

誰もたどりつけない深淵を覗いている

どうせ勉強したってあんな大人になるんじゃ

意味ないよなって漠然と思ってる

何も変わらない最終学年の夏の日

校舎には無邪気に騒いでいる

整然とした無知な群れ

生きてることさえ、無意識なのかな

思考しているのかな

考え過ぎの僕だけが

ふつうの日常になじめなくて

ほおづえついて窓の外、遠く遠く眺めてる

死んだ人だけと語り合いながら

目の前の出来事は後回しにして

気づかれないようにタイムスリップしてる

どうせ長生きしたって悟りはしないだろう

わからないことだけが増えていくだけ

少し何かわかってもそれが何になるんだ

社会には適応できるのかなあ

何も考えずにいられるか

空っぽの頭になれたのならば

いっそ楽なんだろうなあ

考え過ぎの僕はまた

君と話していても、うわの空

手をつないでもキスをしても、どこか別の場所にいる

いつか僕の心と

体の成長が

シンクロしたなら君を迎えにいけるのに

考え過ぎの僕だから

今は君とはふれあえなくて

ロマンティックな妄想に、没頭できずにいる

考え過ぎの僕だから

人とふつうにはつきあえなくて

君のさびしそうな顔を見て、目を伏せているだけ

  • Lyricist

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  • Composer

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  • Producer

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  • Programming

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Days of remembrance Front Cover

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  • 1

    Melancholic Again

    toshi

  • 2

    Transit

    toshi

  • 3

    Lookism

    toshi

  • 4

    Clear-Cut Beauty

    toshi

  • 5

    Cross Road

    toshi

  • 6

    The Curse of Anonymity

    toshi

  • 7

    Lose Lose Lose

    toshi

  • 8

    unseasonable flowering

    toshi

  • ⚫︎

    a teen philosopher

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  • 10

    You, the organic portal

    toshi

Days of Remembrance is a quietly introspective album that traces the fragile boundary between past and present.
Rather than expressing emotions directly, it portrays love, loss, longing, and resignation with a deliberate sense of distance.
The songs revolve around subtle emotional dissonance being physically close yet emotionally disconnected, or trying to move forward while being pulled back by memory. There is little overt drama; instead, the album focuses on the quiet tensions embedded in everyday life and the unspoken complexities of human relationships.
As a whole, the work reflects on how memory can be both vague and persistent, shaping ones inner world long after moments have passed. It does not attempt to resolve the past, but rather suggests a way of living alongside it offering a restrained yet deeply resonant listening experience that invites personal reflection.

Artist Profile

  • toshi

    Born in Aichi Prefecture, raised in the Kansai region, currently residing in Minato Ward, Tokyo. After many years working in human resources, I have published over 20 books in the field. I write regular columns for newspapers, magazines, and web media. Now, seeking a career change, I have begun writing lyrics. With the exception of the lyrics, everything is created by AI, allowing me to produce music entirely on my own. Drawing on my extensive experience in HR and the many careers and life stories I have witnessed, I hope to create songs that explore the mysteries of life, profound struggles, universal anxieties and sorrows, and the question of what it truly means to be happy. I look forward to sharing this journey with you.

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