改札の向こう 笑顔だけ置いて
言えなかった言葉が 背中に積もる
濡れたコートの重さで
平気なふりが 少しだけ剥がれた
震える指先 ポケットに隠して
「大丈夫」って嘘を 温度で温める
雪の白さに負けた 最後の強がり
眩しすぎるほど 君が遠ざかる
泣かないって決めた 唇の端で
ほどけた強がりが 静かに名前を呼ぶ
Still standing, still lying
強がりは溶けて 足跡だけ残る
ふたりで数えた 信号の色
待ち時間さえ 宝物みたいで
約束ばかりが増えて
守れない未来が 少し笑った
強くなるほど 何かを失って
優しさの置き場が わからなくなる
雪の白さに負けた 最後の強がり
振り向けばすぐ 抱きしめられそうで
「行かないで」って言えたら 世界は違った？
答えだけが ひらひらと降り続く
Still standing, still lying
強がりは溶けて 足跡に変わる
何も言わずに 守ってきたものが
いちばん君を 遠くした
誇りみたいに 握りしめた嘘が
今 粉雪にほどけていく
雪の白さに負けた 最後の強がり
強さの意味が ようやくわかった
傷つかないための 仮面だったんだと
遅すぎる気づきが 胸を染める
雪の白さに負けた 最後の強がり
もう隠さないよ 弱さも後悔も
君を失って やっと辿り着いた
本当の優しさの 入口で
Still standing, no more lying
強がりは溶けて 息になる
雪が止むころ 言えなかった言葉が
遅れて 遅れて 空にほどける
- Lyricist
Aqluna
- Composer
Aqluna
- Producer
Aqluna
- Vocals
Aqluna
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Still Standing, Still Lying
Aqluna
On the other side of the ticket gate, people leave, leaving only smiles behind.
The words that could not be spoken have nowhere to go, and they quietly pile up on your back.
Pretending to be strong was armor to protect you.
But at the same time, it was a mask that pushed the people you care about most away.
The weaknesses you hid beneath the whiteness of the snow.
Days spent pretending that you could not break, nursing the lie that "it's okay."
The moment you realized you could never return to the distance where you felt you could embrace someone if you turned around,
the world quietly fell silent.
This story is about the kind of "kindness" you only understand after you've lost something.
The memory of a long winter, until you realized that the strength you chose to avoid being hurt
was actually hurting someone.
Eventually, the pretense melts, the lies turn to powder snow,
and only the words that could not be spoken slowly unravel into the sky.
But even so, people move forward.
From the moment you decided to "hide no more."
A love story set on a snowy day, where sadness and serenity intersect.
Every time I listen to this song, the words I couldn't say come back to me.
