「頑張ってきたのに」なんて言えるほど
何もかもが途中
綺麗なまま終わりにしておけば
誰も傷つかずに済むから
「ありがとう」すらろくに言えないくせに
明日に何を期待してんだよ
守っていたいものがある時はいつも
失う辛さは付き纏うから
「変わらなきゃ」って焦っていたんだよ
そんな事しなくたって変わって行ってしまっていたのに
「自由」っていう あだ名付いた
「窮屈」の中いるんだよ
吐いてきた何百個の嘘を
数えながら泣いた日
そのひとつひとつがこっち見て笑うんだ
そんな事されたって強く言い返せなくて
「思い出」って呼べるまで
Ah 愛想笑いする事くらい
開き直って 否定する事でしか
自分さえ見出せない
ありのまま素直でいられたら
争いは終わっていたはずだよ
いつもならこの辺で辞めちゃうんだ
形にすればいつか壊れちゃう気がして
綺麗なものだけ 残したとしても
「頑張った」なんて言えないよね
愛想笑いした夜吐いた
行き場のない溜息
「でも」「だって」「どうせ」って
口癖をやめるんだ
自分と自分の睨めっこ
苦笑いしてんのどっちだよ
どれくらい優しさを貰ったろう
数えながら泣いた日
そのひとつひとつが何かを変えたんだ
素直に「ごめんね」って
言えなくてごめんねって
今までの分も言うよ
Ah 愛想笑い しなくていいくらい
そのひとつひとつを忘れずに生きるんだ
出かける前にもう一度
自分と睨めっこ
Ah 愛想笑い
思い出し笑い
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. Just a cook who cooks food in restaurants, his music career ended in 2008. However, there was a person who saw the last live concert he performed. That person had leukemia and had one year to live. In the comments section, he said, 'I had given up, but I felt I could try again. Another day, a manic-depressive person on the street confided in me about his illness. These were the opportunities for him to restart his music. That anyone can suddenly become ill or in a difficult environment. What is really important. Every person has times when they want to run away or wonder why they should work hard when they will not be rewarded anyway. When we lose sight of the basic premise of life, music brings back vivid memories of those times. The author himself wrote "How to Overcome the Forgotten" for when he was depressed or faced his inability to grow once again. Many of them are mainly about 'inside the mind'.
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