死ぬのなら桜の咲く頃に
僕は消えていきたいと願う
あの日見た夢の続きだけを
僕は望んでいるのに
木漏れ日が落とした
碧色の夏のかけら
空を拾いあつめ
古い面影を見ている
鮮やかな四季の中で
僕らは夢を見る
誰にも話さずにいた
想いよどうか
胡蝶となりて
どこまでも飛んでおくれ
死ぬのなら桜の咲く頃に
僕は消えていきたいと願う
あの日見た夢の続きだけを
僕は望んでいるのに
木枯らしが運んだ
茜色、秋のかけら
孤独を引き連れて
すぐに来る静寂を待つ
早すぎる時の中で
僕らは息をする
誰からも忘れられた
心はいつか
草木となりて
静かに語るのだろう
三月の雪の降った夜に
僕は生まれてきたのだという
あの日叫んだ産声は今も
身体の中で息づく
死ぬのなら桜の咲く頃に
僕は消えていきたいと願う
あの日見た夢の続きだけを
僕は望んでいたのに
死ぬのなら桜の散るように
凛として消えていけるのなら
これ程の幸福などはないと
僕は最後に思った
僕は最期を想った
僕は最期に
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Recording Engineer
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- Mixing Engineer
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- Mastering Engineer
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- Graphic Design
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- Guitar
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- Bass Guitar
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- Vocals
n1_matsuoya, Lily
Listen to If I Were to Die in Spring (feat. Lily) by n1_matsuoya
Streaming / Download
- 1
Caramel (feat. Lily)
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- 2
A Star's Dream (feat. Lily)
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- 3
A Spring Traveler (feat. Lily)
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- 4
Neon (feat. Lily)
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- 5
Bandersnatch (feat. Lily)
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Imagination (feat. Lily)
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- 7
Our Future (feat. Lily)
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- 8
To Live (feat. Lily)
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- 9
Ephemeral (feat. Lily)
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If I Were to Die in Spring (feat. Lily)
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This album was created while moving between life and death.
Without clear answers, it captures the emotions and impulses that still remain.
Built around guitar-driven sounds, it shifts between quietness and intensity, gradually revealing an inner landscape.
It portrays a fragile yet certain feeling that exists on the boundary between living and dying.
Artist Profile
n1_matsuoya
n1 is a music creator based in Japan. Centered around songs featuring the Vocaloid Lily, n1 creates music that blends elements of alternative rock, post-rock, and ambient. The works are characterized by atmospheric soundscapes and introspective emotions, often inspired by themes such as night, sky, dreams, and memory. Having released multiple independent albums, n1 also creates artwork and videos as part of a unified creative vision.
n1_matsuoyaの他のリリース
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