You ever love somebody so raw…
It starts feelin’ like a war?
Not with them —
But with yourself
I wore that fake grin like a bulletproof vest
But I still bled truth from under my chest
Your love — like light I couldn’t stand
Every touch like fire, burnin’ through my hands
You saw through me with them righteous eyes
But real love cuts when you live in disguise
No exit, no excuse — just a locked-in fight
And I broke before I even tried
My hands shook from holdin’ your grace
But my mouth stayed shut — couldn’t face my place
You loved like a flame, I froze like a ghost
Guess I loved you worst, when you needed me most
I’m sorry — I couldn’t stay
Your light was burnin’ holes in my shame
Your love was truth — but I was fake
I cracked under the weight I made
No savior here, just wreckage and noise
Built from fear, not from choice
I ran from the love I swore I’d protect
Now I live in the ruins of what I wrecked
Blocked your calls, like I blocked my soul
Silence was loud — swallowed me whole
Tried to sleep, but the guilt got claws
Diggin’ in deep like unsaid laws
I watched you rise while I stayed still
Buried in doubt, stuck under the hill
You moved on like a goddamn star
While I stayed hid behind mental bars
Every word I didn’t say
Became bricks in a wall that pushed you away
Now I scream in a room with no echo
Every “I love you” — turned hollow
You moved with fire, I drowned in ice
You gave your soul, I just paid the price
I lied with love, you lived with pain
Now I wear that shame like a fuckin’ chain
I’m sorry — I couldn’t stay
Your light was burnin’ holes in my shame
Your love was truth — but I was fake
I cracked under the weight I made
No savior here, just wreckage and noise
Built from fear, not from choice
I ran from the love I swore I’d protect
Now I live in the ruins of what I wrecked
Tore down your heaven to protect my hell
Now every mirror’s just a prison cell
No prayer, no fix, just scars and sins
A war I started but never let end
I’m sorry — I let it rot
Gave you my worst, when you gave me a lot
Your voice still echoes in my sleep
A love so deep, I couldn’t keep
No gods, no glory — just me and this guilt
I burned down the house we tried to build
Let it break me — tear me apart
If it sets you free, take my heart
Yeah…
You were the light
And me?
I was just scared of shining back
Still am
But if pain buys peace —
Let it cost me everything
Let it break me…
Let it take me…
If it sets you free…
- Lyricist
OSAEMON
- Composer
OSAEMON
- Producer
OSAEMON
- Guitar
Super Banana Crew
- Bass Guitar
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- Drums
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- Vocals
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Artist Profile
Super Banana Crew
Super Banana Crew: The Evolution of Music x Explosion of Chaos Overview Super Banana Crew is a groundbreaking music project by indie artist Osamemon, shattering the boundaries between rock and hip-hop. They forge a unique sound by fusing the bouncy beats of Jersey Club, the heavy bass of Trap, the raw energy of punk and grunge, and the ferocious power of death metal. Musicality The music of Super Banana Crew is a complex interplay of the following elements, creating a distinctive groove: Dynamics of fast and slow: Dramatic shifts where explosive sounds suddenly erupt from silence. Destructive death voice: A raging vocal onslaught of screams and low growls. Roaring guitar riffs: Chaotic riff work with full-on distortion. Intense blast beats: A frenzied rhythm driven by relentless drumming. Rap flow and heavy bass: Modern rap that amplifies the destructive power of death metal. The combination of these elements delivers an intense musical experience that resonates with the listener's soul. Characteristics of the Music Style Super Banana Crew's musical style is defined by these key features: Fusion of Bounce x Chaos: Injecting the chaos of death metal into the rhythm of Jersey Club. Destructive Blast Beats and Heavy Grooves: Deathcore-level drumming and 808 bass push the music to its limits. Ferocious Grunge & Punk Spirit of Rebellion: Distorted guitars and shouts express a rebellion against society. Contrast of Rap and Death Voice: Rapid shifts from lighthearted rap to earth-shattering death vocals. Overwhelming with Dynamics: Heart-stirring developments such as explosive sounds from silence and raging waves from quietude. Lyrics and Themes Super Banana Crew's songs express themes of hope, challenge, destruction, and rebirth through lyrics that weave together English and Japanese. They aim to resonate with and impact listeners worldwide. SNS Strategy Super Banana Crew emphasizes a promotion strategy utilizing social media. On TikTok, their death voice and rap hooks are generating buzz, while on Instagram, they captivate fans with chaotic visuals. Global Expansion Through music distribution services like Spotify and Apple Music, Super Banana Crew is delivering their music to headbangers and hip-hop listeners worldwide, pursuing a global presence. Catchphrases "From stillness to motion - a musical revolution in which the dynamics of chaos and destruction burn out the soul! Super Banana Crew!" "Headbanging, moshing, and rap. This is the answer to the next generation of music!" "Death voice x rap x explosive beat, get up to the extreme!" Conclusion Super Banana Crew defies the confines of existing music genres, pursuing their unique sound. Their music has a powerful impact on listeners, inviting them to a new musical experience.
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