

夢を奪われた 奈落の底で
何をあえぐか 影一つ
現実以上の悪夢はない
骨と皮の 動かぬからだで
なんで生きようか なんで生きようか
ああ くそ病
月も曇った 黒い水面
映るものなど 闇ばかり
息をするたび削れる命
起きることのない ベッドの上で
落ちる涙を 落ちる涙を
ああ 誰が知ろ
黒とドブとの 大阪湾の
にじむ波間に 夜はふける
鉛の鎖で沈めて欲しい
生きるも地獄 死ぬも地獄
暗い心が 暗い心が
ああ また疼く
悲しみや惨めさと
苦しみや絶望に
心囚われるなかれ
生きる決意を裏切るな
勇気と希望が 勇気と希望が
ああ 道しるべ
いつ死んでもいいように
今を精一杯生きる
家族を悲しませないように
君と出会えた宝物
残りの人生 残りの人生
ああ 君と共に
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I am a patient with amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS). In October 2021, I went to a respiratory medicine clinic because I was having difficulty breathing while walking. I was diagnosed with asthma. After that, I went to Tokyo Medical University Hospital and National Center for Global Health and Medicine Hospital, but the cause remained unknown. On June 8, 2022, I was barely able to breathe, but somehow made it to Keio University Hospital. They said my respiratory muscles were damaged. My lungs were not the issue. At that point, I realized, This is incurable.Upon researching online, I discovered that 2% of ALS cases originate from respiratory muscle dysfunction. After undergoing various tests, I was transferred to Osaka in July, where my diagnosis of ALS was confirmed. Seventy percent of ALS patients in Japan die without undergoing tracheostomy. Since my respiratory muscles were the only ones affected, I felt it was too early to die and resolved myself to eventually undergoing tracheostomy. Just two months after the ALS diagnosis, on September 7, 2022, I underwent emergency tracheostomy due to pneumonia, followed by laryngectomy two months later. ALS is an incurable, progressive, and extremely severe disease! It is a terrifying illness where all muscles in the body eventually lose function, including the eyes. I am sharing videos of my life, focusing on the uniqueness of my ALS onset in the respiratory muscles, aiming to halt progression and achieve improvement. I also create music while bedridden. Translated with DeepL.com (free version)
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