Anata ni Totte, Ato-mawashi Front Cover

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Benrina jidai

Hayashi Hinobori

待ち続けた 長い時間

動きを止めた会話

手元に残った文字が

その名前を呼ぶ

いとも容易く切られてしまう

それほどに私は

大切な相手ではなかったんだね

あなたを悪役に

仕立てることができたとして

私はきっとトドメなんて

刺せないのでしょう

生意気な笑顔に不意をつかれ

許してしまうでしょう

一度知った優しさは嘘じゃないから

泣かないけど 平気じゃない

便利な時代なのに何故

息苦しさを感じるの

静かな画面 切なくて

胸が張り裂けそうだよ

あなたに会えなくなっても

また満月の日が来る

花一つ散っていっても

この地球は廻る

他にも大切にしてくれる人は

いるんだけど

あなたの代わりはいないよ

どこにもいないよ

壁にもたれかかり

何気なくため息ついたんだ

逃げていくほど幸せ

残っていない

泣かないけど 平気じゃないよ

便利な時代なのに何故

息苦しさを感じるの

静かな画面 切なくて

胸が張り裂けそうだよ

あなたに会えなくなっても

また満月の日が来る

花一つ散っていっても

この地球は廻る

もう会いたくならないように

傷つく言葉を何か言って

あなたを嫌いになれたら

きっと辛くはないから

忘れてしまうほど長く

ヒトは生きていけないよ

飛び散った思い出たちを

見つめ続けてる

もう戻らないあなたを

想い続けてる

  • Lyricist

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • Composer

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • Recording Engineer

    Aoi Shimizu

  • Vocals

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • Adapter

    pochaichi

Anata ni Totte, Ato-mawashi Front Cover

Listen to Benrina jidai by Hayashi Hinobori

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  • 1

    Machiawase

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  • 2

    Sakurahatotemokireideshita

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  • 3

    The one side

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  • 4

    Tsuyogari Valentine

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  • 5

    Kaifu (Ato-mawashi Ver.)

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 6

    Sexual Consent

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • ⚫︎

    Benrina jidai

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 8

    Silent Rain (feat. Koki Komeiji)

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 9

    REPEAT BREATH (Ato-mawashi Ver.)

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 10

    Anyway, good-bye (2026 Re-take)

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 11

    Inletter

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 12

    Useless

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 13

    Syuusinn, Soshite midoku

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 14

    Overscale (Ato-mawashi Ver.)

    Hayashi Hinobori

  • 15

    Singer (2026 Re-take)

    Hayashi Hinobori

"Not rejected, not mistreated-just never placed first."
This album is dedicated to everyone who innerly longs to be the number one priority for someone they cherish.

Bringing together songs from my entire musical journey up to my current identity as Hayashi Hinobori, this release is far more than a simple compilation of the past. It is a complete completion of my vision-bringing to life the intricate details, arrangements, and lyrics that I couldn't fully realize back then.

While the tracklist features enough prominent songs to be considered a "Best of" album, I wanted to offer my listeners something truly special. This led to a full-scale "rebuild": extensive retakes, fresh rearrangements, and revised lyrics to recreate each piece from the ground up.

Sonically, the album marks a musical evolution for me, shifting focus from raw guitar driven tracks to richer arrangements layered with piano and strings.

Furthermore, drawing from everything that inspires me, I've written new tracks sparked by my passion for model trains-such as "Kaifu (Unboxing)," "Inleta (Instant Lettering)," and "Over Scale." Yet, to ensure the music remains relatable, I constantly questioned what it means to write lyrics that truly connect with people, keeping my own ego in check.

I sincerely hope this album serves as a gentle comfort, standing closely by those who carry quiet pains in their hearts.

Artist Profile

  • Hayashi Hinobori

    Haysashi Hinobori We all carry pain. Rather than soothing it or turning away, he looks it dead in the eye. It is this raw, unfiltered emotion that forms the very core of his music. Having experienced bullying and heartbreak during his school years, his songs are driven by a sharp antithesis toward a bitter modern society and a fierce resistance to growing up. Because he deeply understands the ache of longing for empathy from others, his songwriting is fueled by a desperate, yet hopeful realization: "I am not the only one who feels this way. I want to save those who carry the same pain." In stark contrast to his complex, delicate lyrics, his melodies are remarkably simple and direct. His pursuit of unforgettable popness, paired with straightforward arrangements, has become a unique weapon which was born precisely out of his self-taught, unpretentious style. While he humbly admits that he doesn't stand out in terms of vocals, musicianship, or musical theory, he continually pushes his boundaries, determined to expand what he can accomplish on his own. It is this clumsy, yet fiercely authentic dedication that profoundly moves the hearts of anyone lost in the exact same darkness.

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