朝のひかりで胸がきしむ
呼吸を数えて目を伏せる
笑えば赤い光が飛ぶ
鏡の中の人は誰
我慢しろって それが呪い
優しいふりの刃だった
名前を呼ぶ声 濁ってく
その言葉で 心が折れる
息を数えて窓は白い
足音だけで時間が切れる
触れるな今は心が削れる
それでも今 私は私
死ねって言うな 生を汚すな
生きろって言うな 私は私だ
産ませたなら 最後まで負え
責任の手を もう離すな
私を作って もう壊すな
自由を奪って 愛と言うな
この声はずっと 私のもの
今返すよ 私の人生
縁を断つ 私は私だ
あの呵いが部屋に残る
沈む食卓 ゆっくり腐る
怒声の中で味は無味
心のページは 白で塗られる
生きろで殺すな その言葉が刺す
傷はお前の 罪のかたち
お前のせいだ だけど違う
私はただ ここに生まれた
死ねって言うな 私は進む
生きろって言うな 私が選ぶ
産ませたなら 責任で抱け
見捨てる言い訳 もう要らない
壊した命で 正義を説くな
もう祈らない もう許さない
この叫びこそ 生きる意味
今返すよ 私の呱々声
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Guitar
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- Bass Guitar
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- Drums
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- Synthesizer
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- Choir
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- Other Instruments
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Listen to My First Cry (feat. GUMI) by AYURIE
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My First Cry (feat. GUMI)
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Even as her life is chipped away by other people's words, a young girl quietly grows her own voice in silence. Starting from the feelings of being denied, something most people have likely experienced, I tried to capture in rock form the moment of breaking away from the violence of words. With an aggressive structure and a tightly wound progression, I wrote and composed this song to evoke the climb from oppression to resistance, and finally to the resolve to reclaim her own life.
Artist Profile
AYURIE
I began composing music on April 2, 2025. As a teenager, I dreamed of becoming a composer in middle school and wished to play guitar in high school, but neither came true at the time. After a long detour, I finally started creating music in my 40s, with no prior musical background. My goal is to release one instrumental track every week (on a separate account) and one Vocaloid song every month (or every other month). I am still at the very beginning of my journey, but I hope you will walk with me and watch it grow.
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