Lyric

Your blue mug is still beside the sink

I reach for it before I think

The hallway keeps your coat on its hook

I turn away before I look

You left your charger by the bed

A little piece of you instead

I tell my friends that I’m doing fine

Then miss your call at half past nine

I deleted every picture twice

Still know the order, still know the time

If letting go is what love costs

Why does it feel like I’m the one lost?

You’re gone, but you’re everywhere I go

In the quiet parts nobody knows

I sleep on your side just to feel less alone

Then wake up reaching for a hand that’s gone

I gave you my heart, you gave me goodbye

Now I’m learning how to live with the why

If you ever miss me, don’t say you do

I’m still breaking every time I think of you

The corner store still knows your name

I take the long way home to dodge the place

Your sister sent a message Sunday night

I read it once, then killed the light

I found your note inside my drawer

Three words I can’t believe anymore

You said forever like you meant the sound

Now forever is an empty house

I changed the lock, I changed the sheets

But your memory knows where I sleep

I tell myself that time moves on

Then hear your laugh in a stranger’s song

You’re gone, but you’re everywhere I go

In the quiet parts nobody knows

I sleep on your side just to feel less alone

Then wake up reaching for a hand that’s gone

I gave you my heart, you gave me goodbye

Now I’m learning how to live with the why

If you ever miss me, don’t say you do

I’m still breaking every time I think of you

Maybe I loved the future more than us

Maybe we were already turning to dust

But I would take one honest minute back

Just to hear you say my name like that

You’re gone, but you’re everywhere I go

Even in rooms where the curtains stay closed

I sleep on your side, but it doesn’t feel like home

I wake up reaching, and I reach alone

I gave you my heart, you gave me goodbye

I’m still making peace with the why

If you ever miss me, let the silence stay true

I’m still breaking, but I’m learning without you

The blue mug’s still waiting by the sink

I leave it there, and let myself think