Lyric

I'm trapped in the depths

Like sinking into an ocean trench

There's lead in my heart

Endlessly, endlessly

An empty, dull, heavy lead Dragging me down

Never to mend

I wasn't disappointed by anything

I didn't despair over anything

There was no trigger, no sign

It always comes suddenly

Leaving me confined

Falling to the end of a deep, dark ocean

I'm afraid

Afraid of everything, stuck in this motion

I just want to die right now

To escape this torment, somehow, bow

So I lost everything

My dreams, my hope, even the light that would sing

The suffocating weight of this void

It keeps tormenting me, still employed

It's just like hydrophobia

A constant, choking agony that's my mania

(I feel like I'm being crushed. I can't get out.)

(It hurts, I can't breathe. I just want relief, without a doubt.)

Is this hydrophobia?

I had forgotten

That there's no solution, my spirit rotten

That I just have to accept it

That I have to live with this dull, heavy lead

Forever fit. In my heart

That I'll suffer forever, tearing me apart

Ah, it hurts so much, A relentless, icy touch

Falling to the end of a deep, dark ocean

I'm afraid

Afraid of everything, caught in this motion

Should I just die already?

My strength is waning

Becoming unsteady

So I lost everything

My dreams, my hope, even the light that would sing

The suffocating weight of this void

It keeps tormenting me, still employed

It's just like hydrophobia, A constant

Choking agony that's my mania

It keeps dragging me down

Even now, and tomorrow too

This heavy burden, always coming through