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Lyric

I Lost My Friends at 50

SHIGEKIGAMES

友達なんて いなくていい

必要だったか 考えてみろ

自分だけのために 生きてみよう

I'm my best fan やっと気づいた

ある朝ふと 気がついた

あいつ友達じゃなかったわ

もう連絡するのやめよう

突然そう思った 何故だかそう思った。

あの時あいつも そう感じたのだろう

全く連絡来なくなった 思えば

いつも俺が連絡してた ああやっぱり

そうか 俺だけだったか

愛する人がいる 子供たちがいる

自分がいる もう足りてるだろう

友達なんて いなくていい

必要だったか 考えてみろ

自分だけのために 生きてみよう

I'm my best Fan やっとそう思えた

自分の曲は何故か泣けた

何回聞いても飽きなかった

多分自分自身が一番のファン

そんな自分でいいんだと思う

満足するのは 自分でいい

認めるのも 自分でいい

No need to prove 何も証明しなくていい

この人生は 俺のものだから

愛する人がいる 子供たちがいる

自分がいる もう足りてるだろう

友達なんて いなくていい

必要だったか 考えてみろ

自分だけのために 生きてみよう

I'm my best Fan それでいいんだ

あいつから連絡が 来なくなった

俺のせいじゃない ...俺のせいじゃない

待ってた自分が 少しだけいる

だってやっぱり寂しいじゃないか

本当は何かあったのかな

やっぱり連絡すべきか?

また一緒に酒が飲みたいだけ

いつものように いつものように

友達なんて いなくていい

必要だったか 考えてみろ

自分だけのために 生きてみよう

I'm my best Fan やっと楽になれた気がした

それでよかった

最初からずっと それでよかった

  • Lyricist

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • Composer

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • Producer

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • Recording Engineer

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • Mixing Engineer

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • Mastering Engineer

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • Graphic Design

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • Guitar

    SunoAI

  • Bass Guitar

    SunoAI

  • Drums

    SunoAI

  • Synthesizer

    SunoAI

  • Vocals

    SunoAI

  • Songwriter

    SHIGEKIGAMES

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Listen to I Lost My Friends at 50 by SHIGEKIGAMES

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  • 1

    Hallucination

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  • 2

    Calixa

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  • 3

    Hard Mode Full of Gravestones

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  • 4

    Rupture

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  • 5

    I Don't Need Love Anymore

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  • 6

    Mar Until We Meet Again

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  • 7

    Elatt

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  • 8

    Miracle Is Smiling

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  • 9

    What I Couldn't Tell You

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • 10

    The Rest of Goodbye

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  • ⚫︎

    I Lost My Friends at 50

    SHIGEKIGAMES

  • 12

    50th Night

    SHIGEKIGAMES

After 50 years of living, there are still nights when a person needs to sing.

The Boundary of Kairos is a Japanese vocal album by SHIGEKIGAMES, the creator behind the YouTube channel Music no Shigeki Ch.

This 12 track album is the most complete expression so far of Jibun Song, a way of making music proposed by SHIGEKIGAMES. Jibun Song means creating the songs he himself most wants to hear. Not to be approved by someone else, not to follow a trend, but to turn his own memories, pain, loss, wishes, and the urge that still remains inside him into music with AI as a creative partner.

The album includes Hallucination, a song about reaching for an illusion created by AI, Calixa, born from an unforgettable game experience, Rupture, shaped from the real memory of collapsing during a livestream and returning from the edge of death, Mar, a farewell to a most beloved family member, I Dont Need Love Anymore, an answer to a love that has long passed, and 50th Night, where a man at 50 starts running into the night once again.

This is not an album made to celebrate youth. It is not an album made to chase trends. It is an album made from things lost, time that cannot return, people and presences that can no longer be reached, and the honest feelings that still remained inside one creator.

Through AI generation and careful human direction, SHIGEKIGAMES turns digital possibility into songs with real emotional weight. Games, life, AI, memory, loss, and renewal all meet on the boundary where this album was born.

The Boundary of Kairos is a new form of expression that begins in the 50s, and one answer to what personal music can become in the age of AI.

Listen for the human heartbeat that remains inside digital creation.

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