わたしじゃない、ここに居るのは
鏡の中の知らない顔
いつからだろう
私の笑顔が消えたのは
夢見た未来はどこへ？
わたしの居場所はもうない
うつろな瞳が語る
誰かの影に隠れて
自分を失くしていた
ホントのわたしはどこにいるの？
わたしじゃない、こんな姿は
心の中で叫んでる
涙に濡れたベッドの上
わたしはわたしを探してる
どうしてだろう
思い出のカケラが刺さって
後悔にさいなまれる
誰も知らない暗い部屋
孤独に震えるわたし
誰かのために生きる日々
自分を偽ってた
ホントのわたしを見つけたいの
わたしじゃない、ここに居るのは
心の奥で叫んでいる
壊れた夢のカケラを
拾い集めて歩いて行く
わたしじゃない、ここに居るのは
ホントのわたし探してる
小さな光、明るいほうへ
信じて進む、わたしの道
わたしじゃない
でも歩き続ける
わたしを取り戻す日まで
- Lyricist
Shojo
- Composer
Shojo
- Producer
Shojo
- Recording Engineer
Shojo
- Mixing Engineer
Shojo
- Graphic Design
Shojo
- Bass Guitar
Shojo
- Vocals
KingyoHime
- Background Vocals
Shojo
Listen to Not Me, But Still Me by KingyoHime
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Not Me, But Still Me
KingyoHime
KingyoHime's 7th single, "Not Me, But Still Me,"
explores the emotional gap between ideals and reality during adolescence.
Built on a Kawaii Future Bass foundation,
the track blends electronic textures with delicate melodies,
capturing both inner conflict and a faint sense of hope.
While repeating "this isn't me,"
the song portrays the quiet determination to keep living as oneself.
An emotional pop track with a transparent vocal style,
resonating with listeners both in Japan and worldwide.
Artist Profile
KingyoHime
"The wish to live - now reborn as song." Three virtual idols, born to live the "now" they never had. Longing for a name. Hoping to be seen. From behind the glass, they sing of love, hope, and tears. This is KingyoHime. (Sari) A gentle, introverted older sister with soft pink-ash hair. Quiet yet embracing, her delicate voice stirs the heart like a whisper. (Haru) The bright and cheerful younger sister with passionate carmine-red hair. Her smile and charm captivate all - KingyoHime's radiant main vocalist. (Rio) A cool, androgynous beauty with pale blue hair. Calm yet striking, her powerful and transparent voice brings rock-inspired songs to life. From the memory of nameless lives, a song reaches your heart - this is KingyoHime.
KingyoHimeの他のリリース
Mizu no Hime Records
