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Internal_eneMY

elyca

“誰か”任せの日々に

流されて死んでくうちに

自分が誰かすらわからなくなっていく

与えられた天命に

取り憑かれては固執して

残された時間の短さに目眩がする

取り繕うように

誤魔化して笑って

傷つかないように

周りに合わせて

少しずつズラして

はみだしては合わせ

誰かの真似でしか

生きられないジレンマ

閉じた瞳の裏宿した悪意

どこかで見た顔のない黒のシルエット

敵はきっといつも私の中の

私自身を嘲笑う悪魔か

それとも…

無理に変わろうとして自分の本質疑い

心にもない相槌偽りの「解」

色を失くした

カメレオンの日々と

加工されすぎた

私のポートレート

過去を悔やんで

怯えては悩んで

いつまで人の

せいにして生きるの?

開く心の奥照らし出すのは

月の光よりも眩い願い

敵はきっといつも私の中の

甘い罠で誘う

「もう一人」の私

そうでしょ?

見て見ぬ振りの

傍観者を気取り

自分の事でさえ

押し殺したままで

間違いに気付いても

わからない素振りで

変われない自分を

憎み続けているなら

照らす光

心の奥 曝け出すのは

歪で何よりも 醜い私?

敵はきっといつも私の中の

他の誰でもないもう一人の私

そうでしょ?

  • Lyricist

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  • Composer

    buTTerfly_eFFect

  • Producer

    elyca, Queens Music

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-"If my life experience can be someone's zest for living."-

From her words, this album will lead us to the story of her life filled with "love" and "agony".
Written just for elyca, a total of 9 songs express and represent her life as a woman from her childhood to the present.

A girl who wished to grow up as soon as possible ,became a skeptical girl.
Facing herself and letting her emotions take over, she spent her adolescence afraid of losing or being disliked, but with friends and lovers, she was invincible in anything she did.
After reaching age 20, haunted by regrets and anxieties, she became a woman who lives in the past.
But throughout her darkest hour of long and winding road, she finally found her destiny who changed her entire life.
And now as a mother, she became a woman who is happiest now and watches her child grow up with worry and joy.

"I am who I am. I don't get swept away or dyed by anyone," she is fond of saying.
This is because the environment in which she lived was not an easy path.
She has experienced firsthand that even those who love you can betray you and easily discard you if they don't want you.
What kind of love does she want to convey to the audience, having felt herself torn apart?

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  • elyca

    Along with the total production of every artists in Queens Music, elyca plays a significant multilateral role as a designer, creator, engineer, and obviously, a singer.As a mother of daughter, wife of musician, she is a multi-talented artist/multi-talented creator. elyca will express the emotions and affections.

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