

交差点青に変わる音
ひどく耳に刺さる
誰も彼も明日信じ
急ぎ足ですれ違う
ショーウィンドウ映り込み
抜け殻のような私
なりたかった自分など
もう思い出せない
頑張れば報われるとか
明けない夜はないとか
光の中の人々の
綺麗事が喉詰まる
正しさは今猛毒
欲しいのは終わりの静寂
もう頑張らなくていい
心が砕ける音して
冷たい世界振り向かず
夢も希望も手放して
空っぽのままでいい
絶望抱きしめて眠れ
努力足りないせいか
弱さが罪なのか
弾き出された歯車
路地裏で錆びつく
助け求めてもただ
困った顔されるだけ
大丈夫の裏側に
無関心気づいてる
期待するから傷つく
心殺して生きてた
人形になればいいと
痛み消えると思った
涙だけが流れて
冷たい床に垂れる
もう立ち上がらなくていい
膝抱えたままでいい
社会のノイズに耳塞ぎ
諦めることは逃げじゃない
擦り切れた自分守る
たった一つの盾だから
生きる意味なんていらない
探すフリもしなくていい
この深い闇の底が
今の私にお似合い
誰にも愛されなくていい
誰かを愛せなくていい
悲しみだけが友達
孤独の中でまどろむ
- Lyricist
raruminn
- Composer
raruminn
- Producer
raruminn
- Vocals
raruminn

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You don't have to try hard anymore
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For all those who are hurt by the words "do your best."
The ultimate anti-positive song, turning its back on the hustle and bustle of modern society.
This song is a painfully realistic portrayal of the societal pressures that force people to have dreams and hopes, and the loneliness of individuals who are unable to adapt. The song takes a sharp look at the current situation, where pleasant-sounding phrases like "every night will end" and "effort will be rewarded" actually drive people to the brink. It redefines giving up as a shield, not an escape.
Song Concept
The electronic sounds of an intersection, the empty shell of oneself reflected in a shop window.
The lyrics depict the protagonist's deepening loneliness amid the hustle and bustle of the city. This song declares the righteousness of those in the light as deadly poison, and accepts the need to sleep, embracing despair.
In a music scene overflowing with easy-going cheer songs, this song, which encourages people not to stand up and instead remain empty, brings tranquility and peace to those who have reached their limits.
Notable Lyrics
"Righteousness is now a deadly poison / What I want is the silence of the end."
"Giving up isn't running away / Protecting my worn-out self / Because it's my only shield."
Rather than forcing myself to look forward, I embrace the pain I feel now. Slumbering in solitude, unloved and unloving. The song depicts the paradoxical peace of mind that comes from acknowledging that this is the place that "suits" me now.
Comment
"There are nights when the words "If you try hard, you'll make it" ring truest and most cruel. I wrote this song for those who are clutching their knees and feel like they can't walk any further. Rather than forcing them to stand up, I want to crouch beside them and affirm their despair. That's the sentiment I want to convey."



