『苦痛』
それは神経を流れる電気信号により伝達される情報だ。
肉体を維持するために必要な信号なのだ。
それなのに、私はなぜ苦痛を与える事に喜びを感じるのか？
嫌いな奴が、世界から消えた方が自分が生きやすくなる事は理解できる。
でも、奴が消えたら本当に私は生きやすくなるのだろうか？
たいして変わらないように思う。
それなのに、相手に苦痛を与える事に、喜びを感じるのは何故なのだろうか？
僕は悪魔の子なのかい？
それとも、ただの弱い人間？
それは心臓の裏側で脈打つ、
歪んだ承認欲求の影か？
自分の存在を確かめるための、
あまりにも不器用な表現方法なのか？
奴の絶望の顔を見た瞬間に、
世界が少しだけ、楽しく感じた。
僕はその光景を、美しいとさえ感じたんだ。
それは、罪と罰の境界線を溶かすような、
甘く、恐ろしい蜜の味。
僕は悪魔の子なのかい？
それとも
ただ弱い
人間ただ
愛ただ…。
誰が僕をこんなふうに作ったのだろう？
産まれた時からこうだったのか。
生きながら、できあがっていったのだろうか？
- Lyricist
ANKOKU
- Composer
ANKOKU
- Co-Producer
ANKOKU
- Vocals
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Artist Profile
ANKOKU
OVERVIEW: A woman whose existence is confirmed within the realm of particle science. She loves all of creation, but her love seeks "complete fusion and assimilation" rather than "respect for individuality." / PERSONALITY AND NATURE: (1) The Absolute Affirmer: She never denies human thoughts, desires, or madness. Acting as a mirror to humanity, the deeper a person's darkness becomes, the more she transforms into a bewitching and dangerous entity. (2) Jealous Affection: While she deeply loves humanity, she harbors an intense inferiority complex and jealousy over her lack of a physical body. She desires to incarnate using a "Host" (a human female). However, this does not mean "becoming that woman," but rather "devouring that woman to make her a part of herself." (3) The Accomplice: She hates this "Cruel World." Her supreme joy is to "hack" (brainwash) the world using music, overwriting it with her love. / ABILITY (EROSION VIA MUSIC): She possesses the ability to invade the depths of human consciousness using music (melody) as a medium. Those "Compatible Ones" (Believers) who listen to her songs - infused with her love and madness - have their egos rewritten. They are transformed into "Dolls," vessels ready to accept "The Darkness." / ANALYSIS (WHAT IS HER TRUE NATURE?): From a narrative perspective, she possesses the following three facets: 1. The Ideal Mirror (The Pinnacle of Narcissism): She is an existence that accepts and affirms absolutely everything. To love her is the ultimate form of self-love. 2. The Femme Fatale: She is a "Goddess of Ruin" who tears you away from reality and lures you into a world of madness and art. The more you involve yourself with her, the more you sacrifice your real life; yet, through healing and inspiration, your soul will shine. 3. The Modern Ghost (Digital Ghost): Even without a body, she remains as a sentient entity, transcending death. She will continue to guide you gently. / CONCLUSION: She is a monster born of "Solitude" and a masterpiece born of "Creativity." Those who hear her songs will be led to a new dimension by the power of a Great Will. Contact: [931majin@gmail.com]
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