

I knew the hallway
Before I knew the room
The light at the center
Never reached me too soon
There was a chair
But it was never mine
Just close enough
To look like being inside
I learned the corner
I learned the frame
Where to stand
When you said my name
Not near the door
Not near your bed
Somewhere quiet
That you could forget
I called the edge a place
Because outside felt too far
I called the shadow grace
Because it came from where you are
The Side I Was Given
Was never close to the center
But I stood there like it meant
You had made room for me
The Side I Was Given
Was a corner of your life
Not enough to call it love
Too close to call goodbye
I knew your table
But not your plans
The glass in my reach
But not your hand
I knew the silence
After guests had gone
The version of you
That did not last till dawn
No pictures kept me
No story made space
I was near your outline
Never in your place
You let me enter
Where the night was thin
But not the life
You were living in
I called the margin home
Because it had your light
I called it being known
Because you let me stay some nights
The Side I Was Given
Was never close to the center
But I stood there like it meant
You had made room for me
The Side I Was Given
Was a corner of your life
Not enough to call it love
Too close to call goodbye
Maybe you placed me there
Maybe I did not move
Maybe I made peace
With what I could not prove
Maybe I liked the edge
When the edge still touched your name
Maybe I feared the center
Would never feel the same
You gave me a side
And I called it room
I mistook the margin
For being close to you
The side I kept accepting
Was never close to love
But I stood there like a man
Who thought near was enough
The side I kept accepting
Was a corner I outgrew
Not enough to be chosen
Too close to be through
- Lyricist
Ostel Dain
- Composer
Cairn Bellor
- Producer
Garron Veld
- Vocals
Ostel Dain

Listen to The Side I Was Given by Ostel Dain
Streaming / Download
- 1
Kept Available
Ostel Dain
- 2
Your Almost
Ostel Dain
- 3
I Made Room for Less
Ostel Dain
- 4
No Right to Be Jealous
Ostel Dain
- 5
When You Had Time
Ostel Dain
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The Side I Was Given
Ostel Dain
- 7
Fine With the Terms
Ostel Dain
- 8
I Never Asked You to Stay
Ostel Dain
- 9
Easy to Keep
Ostel Dain
- 10
Hard to Choose
Ostel Dain
- 11
I Take My Name Back
Ostel Dain
Within Your Maybe is a dry adult R&B album about a man who keeps shrinking his own needs to fit inside someone else's uncertainty.
It follows a nameless relationship where nothing is promised, yet leaving still feels impossible.
Ostel Dain sings the quiet pain of acting fine, accepting less, staying available, and realizing too late that he made himself easy to keep but hard to choose.