Within Your Maybe Front Cover

Lyric

The Side I Was Given

Ostel Dain

I knew the hallway

Before I knew the room

The light at the center

Never reached me too soon

There was a chair

But it was never mine

Just close enough

To look like being inside

I learned the corner

I learned the frame

Where to stand

When you said my name

Not near the door

Not near your bed

Somewhere quiet

That you could forget

I called the edge a place

Because outside felt too far

I called the shadow grace

Because it came from where you are

The Side I Was Given

Was never close to the center

But I stood there like it meant

You had made room for me

The Side I Was Given

Was a corner of your life

Not enough to call it love

Too close to call goodbye

I knew your table

But not your plans

The glass in my reach

But not your hand

I knew the silence

After guests had gone

The version of you

That did not last till dawn

No pictures kept me

No story made space

I was near your outline

Never in your place

You let me enter

Where the night was thin

But not the life

You were living in

I called the margin home

Because it had your light

I called it being known

Because you let me stay some nights

The Side I Was Given

Was never close to the center

But I stood there like it meant

You had made room for me

The Side I Was Given

Was a corner of your life

Not enough to call it love

Too close to call goodbye

Maybe you placed me there

Maybe I did not move

Maybe I made peace

With what I could not prove

Maybe I liked the edge

When the edge still touched your name

Maybe I feared the center

Would never feel the same

You gave me a side

And I called it room

I mistook the margin

For being close to you

The side I kept accepting

Was never close to love

But I stood there like a man

Who thought near was enough

The side I kept accepting

Was a corner I outgrew

Not enough to be chosen

Too close to be through

  • Lyricist

    Ostel Dain

  • Composer

    Cairn Bellor

  • Producer

    Garron Veld

  • Vocals

    Ostel Dain

Within Your Maybe Front Cover

Listen to The Side I Was Given by Ostel Dain

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  • 1

    Kept Available

    Ostel Dain

  • 2

    Your Almost

    Ostel Dain

  • 3

    I Made Room for Less

    Ostel Dain

  • 4

    No Right to Be Jealous

    Ostel Dain

  • 5

    When You Had Time

    Ostel Dain

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    The Side I Was Given

    Ostel Dain

  • 7

    Fine With the Terms

    Ostel Dain

  • 8

    I Never Asked You to Stay

    Ostel Dain

  • 9

    Easy to Keep

    Ostel Dain

  • 10

    Hard to Choose

    Ostel Dain

  • 11

    I Take My Name Back

    Ostel Dain

Within Your Maybe is a dry adult R&B album about a man who keeps shrinking his own needs to fit inside someone else's uncertainty.
It follows a nameless relationship where nothing is promised, yet leaving still feels impossible.
Ostel Dain sings the quiet pain of acting fine, accepting less, staying available, and realizing too late that he made himself easy to keep but hard to choose.

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