何もない部屋で
何もない景色の中
何もない記憶をたどる
何もない風が頬を撫でる
ねぇ、わたしって今ここにいるの？
誰かに見えてるの？
同じ日々が繰り返され
同じ服
同じ顔
同じ気持ち
心臓に釘を打ち込む
トントンと、深く
何もない
何も感じない
穴をあけて覗いてみてよ
ねぇ、どんな景色？
心臓にクギを打ち込む
トントンと、深く深く
ほら、わたし生きてる？
ほら、わたし輝いてる？
君の手を借りて確かめる
たぶん、ここにいる
たぶん、ここにいるの
何もない時間が過ぎて
何もないまま年老いて
何もないまま記憶が薄れて
何もない風が足裏をくすぐった
ねぇ、わたしは誰の中にいるの？
同じ時代に生まれた仲間
同じ色
同じ癖
同じはずなのに
心臓の釘を抜く
グイグイと、抜く
何もない？
君は見てるの？
穴の向こう側
どうだったか教えて
心臓の釘を抜く
グイグイと、抜く グイグイと
ほら、わたし生きてる？
ほら、わたし輝いてる？
君の手を借りて確かめる
たぶん、ここにいる
たぶん、ここにいるの
何もない風の中
誰かの視線が揺れている
わたしは覗いてみる
君の視線で
たぶん、ここにいるの
- Lyricist
Shuka / Room no.38
- Composer
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- Producer
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- Bass Guitar
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- Drums
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- Keyboards
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- Synthesizer
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Maybe I Exist
Shuka / Room no.38
This song explores the feeling of existing without certainty.
It captures a quiet space where repetition erases identity, and the self begins to fade into nothing.
The lyrics move between numbness and the desire to be seen, using the image of nails driven into the heart and slowly pulled out.
Through this process, the song questions whether existence can be confirmed only through the eyes of someone else.
Minimal, hollow, and introspective, this piece expresses a fragile awareness of being.
It does not define presence clearly, but leaves it suspended in ambiguity.
Artist Profile
Shuka / Room no.38
shuka / Room no.38. While centered on hiphop and J-pop, I focus not on expressing emotions as they are, but on putting into words the process in which emotions waver, break, and distort. Rather than offering healing or answers, I value leaving untouched areas and ambiguous in-between states exactly as they are. I see music not as something that heightens emotion, but as a rhythm through which thought moves forward. I move across genres such as ballads , rock, EDM, and K-pop, choosing the form that best fits the expression. Sincerity over clarity. The present moment over completion. These sounds and words are not a story of searching for myself, but a record of being alive here and now. The form of each song is not limited to ballads, EDM, or hip hop. Starting from poetry, I choose only the sounds that are necessary. I value the uniqueness of what only I can write.
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