濡れた 瞳をただ
ぬぐわずに 受け入れてみる
暗闇の中 ひとりで running
不安もどこかに 飛んでくの
浮かび上がる 期待と絶望が
アンビバレントな 弱虫な自分
構う 暇ないさ
Life is short any time
願うの 日々に幸せ
感じて
大好きな everyday 大嫌い everything
アンビバレンス でもそんなもんでしょ(Anything ok)
大好きな everyday 大嫌い everything
アンバランスな 日々を 抱きしめて(Anytime ok)
Dance with me, dance
それぞれの in your life
Dance with me, dance
You 踊り出す ほら
Dance with me, dance
キラキラな in your eyes
Dance with me, dance
You, yeah これからでしょ
それでもくる
歪んだ 焦燥感に
包み込まれ
足が重くなる
構う 暇ないさ
Life is short any time
願うの 日々に幸せ
感じて
大好きな everyday 大嫌い everything
アンビバレンス でもそんなもんでしょ(Anything ok)
大好きな everyday 大嫌い everything
アンバランスな
自分は it's ok
携帯 投げ捨てた flashback
丸い 背中 背負った daypack
堂々巡り
Endless me
迷宮 抜け出す
『Hello, new world』
わかってる
Peace for loveとか
白々しいことできないけど
みつけたい 最高の
ラスト 埋める
私の形 ハマる ピース
大好きな everyday 大嫌い everything
アンビバレンス でもそんなもんでしょ(Anything ok)
大好きな everyday 大嫌い everything
アンバランスな 日々を抱きしめて(Anytime ok)
Dance with me, dance
それぞれの in your life
Dance with me, dance
You 踊り出す ほら
Dance with me, dance
キラキラな in your eyes
Dance with me, dance
You, yeah これからでしょ
- Lyricist
usabeni
- Composer
EnnU
- Remixer
Q-Rabbit
- Co-Producer
usabeni, Q-Rabbit
- Mastering Engineer
Hyoe Yasuhara
- Graphic Design
usabeni
- Vocals
usabeni
Listen to ambivalence, dance (Q-Rabbit Remix) by usabeni
Streaming / Download
- 1
Not your Idol
usabeni
- 2
Bye Sweet
usabeni
- 3
CITY GIRL VELOCITY
usabeni
- 4
open mind
usabeni
- 5
Cosmic Dress
usabeni
- 6
interlude
usabeni
- 7
atmosphere
usabeni
- 8
passion
usabeni
- 9
Fairy tale
usabeni
- 10
trip
usabeni
- 11
air
usabeni
- 12
Patchwork
usabeni
- ⚫︎
ambivalence, dance (Q-Rabbit Remix)
usabeni
"Because my Idol" is the first full-length album by creative solo idol usabeni.
The record brings together singles released between 2022 and 2024 written by Emiri Kanou and Hana Tsuruuchi, along with the buzzworthy new track [CITY GIRL VELOCITY] produced by Q-Rabbit, which incorporates future funk, and the electro-dance track [Bye Sweet] produced by Hyoe Yasuhara, released in advance in August 2025. The album also features brand-new, previously unreleased songs for a total of 13 tracks.
Opening the album is [Not your Idol], a song that blends the alternative edge of K-pop with a distinctly Japanese pop melody, layered with usabeni's own lyrics that embody the hidden theme behind the album title.
Centered on electropop while exploring techno, alternative R&B, and drum & bass, the album shifts between idol pop and chill atmospheres, offering a wide range of moods and sonic textures.
Balancing the identity of being an "idol" with the challenge of being a solo artist, this album stands as a defining work in usabeni's career.
Balancing the identity of being an "idol" with the challenge of being a solo artist, this album stands as a defining work in usabeni's career.
Artist Profile
usabeni
Since 2022, usabeni has been developing a solo project rooted in full creative self-direction. She independently handles every aspect of her work, including graphics, video, and choreography, and has established a style where she controls the entire process of expression. Her sound is based on beat-driven, synth-oriented pop, with lyrics that honestly reflect her personal emotions. By blending a non-conventional idol identity with a deeply individual musical approach, she continues to shape a unique style with global potential. In addition to her artistic activities, she runs the shop NARUHESON;S in Kobe, where she produces original apparel and zines. She also collaborates actively with local businesses. Her passion for Thai culture has led to live performances in Bangkok and the release of local Vlog content, expanding her reach across Asia.
usabeniの他のリリース
NARUHESON;S
