昼下がりの光が揺れる部屋で
鳴ったスマホはいつもと変わらない音で
きっと明日には笑い話になる
そう呟いた唇はもう乾いていた
知らない街の知らない匂いの中
辿り着いた白い廊下の先
昨日 隣で風を切ったひとは
ガラスの向こうで静かに眠ってた
「大丈夫」って言葉が
喉の奥で錆びていく
I can't even cry
涙の場所を忘れたまま
誰かの涙を数えてる
こんな自分が立ってることが
いちばん遠い痛みになる
三日通った同じ電車の窓
映る顔はどこか他人みたいで
波が線になった瞬間のこと
耳の奥にまだ残ってる
並んだ花と知らない顔の列
泣けない目で頭を下げ続けた
周りがくれる優しさのかたちが
重くて重くて 息ができない
「さみしいでしょう」って声が
まるで外国語みたいだ
I still can't feel it
あの日の空を思い出せない
あの人の声も滲んでゆく
ちゃんと悲しめない自分だけが
静かに此処で壊れてゆく
薄情だと 何度も責めた
泣けないことが罪みたいで
もしも今 あの人がいたら
きっとこう言うだろう
「そんな顔するな」って
I can't even cry
涙の場所を忘れたまま
誰かの涙を数えてる
こんな自分が立ってることが
いちばん遠い痛みになる
I still can't feel it
あの日の空を思い出せない
あの人の声も滲んでゆく
ちゃんと悲しめない自分だけが
静かに此処で壊れてゆく
いつか泣ける日が来るなら
それはきっと もう遅い朝
- Lyricist
SoLunia
- Composer
SoLunia
- Producer
SoLunia
- Mastering Engineer
SoLunia
- Graphic Design
SoLunia
- Other Instruments
SoLunia
Listen to Tearless by SoLunia
Streaming / Download
- ⚫︎
Tearless
SoLunia
I never imagined that being unable to cry could be so painful.
Faced with someone's death, I was the only one who couldn't cry.
I blamed myself over and over for being heartless.
This song is for those nights when I kept blaming myself for not being able to cry.
Not as encouragement, but simply as words that are there.
Artist Profile
SoLunia
"Not rescue, but resonance." SoLunia is a music project that sits with loneliness and anxiety as they are -without trying to fix them. The name combines "Sol" (sun), "Luna" (moon), and "ia" (place): a liminal space between light and shadow where ambiguous emotions are allowed to simply exist. Rather than uplifting encouragement, SoLunia offers quiet resonance - the feeling of someone sitting beside you, looking at the same darkness. The songs explore validation-seeking, digital disconnection, the fear of motionless days, and the slow fracture behind "I'm fine." Drawing from lived experience, SoLunia blends AI-based composition with human-crafted lyrics and mixing finding expression in the subtle warmth that emerges between technological precision and human imperfection. Key releases include Validation Economy, Frozen in Motion, Liminal Spaces, Out of Sync, and Five Minutes Forever.
SoLuniaの他のリリース
SoLunia
