

「僕の友だちがすごくてさ」
今日もそんな自慢しちゃってた
どうもそれがしっくりきちゃってさ
そうも言ってられないみたいでさ
わかってる、わかってる。
自分には何もない
笑ってる 笑ってる
誤魔化すしかないんだ
ねぇ、誰か僕のこと見て
「せいぜい…」って見切りをつけないで
てんでダメな僕を愛して
そんなこと言えたら初めから苦労せんわ
ねぇ、ねぇ…ねぇ。
嗚呼、
認められたくて
ただ褒められたくて
去勢纏う小さな僕はマトリョーシカ
味気ないどころか中身ない
そもそも僕のこと、見えてますか?
泣いてないよ
泣いてなんかいない
強がるほどに
溢れるのはなぜ
わかってる、わかってる。
自分には何もない
笑ってる 笑ってる
誤魔化すしかないんだ
ねぇ、誰か僕のこと見て
「せいぜい…」って見切りをつけないで
てんでダメな僕を愛して
そんなこと言えず、また明日が来る
ねぇ、考えすぎなのかな
平静を装ってみてもまだ
全然答え出る気配がない
明日は少し自分を好きになれてるかな
ねぇ、ねぇ、ねぇ、
嗚呼。
- Lyricist
Ren Kanagawa
- Composer
Ren Kanagawa
- Producer
Ren Kanagawa
- Recording Engineer
Ren Kanagawa
- Mixing Engineer
Ren Kanagawa
- Mastering Engineer
Ren Kanagawa
- Graphic Design
Ren Kanagawa
- Vocals
Ren Kanagawa
- Piano
Ren Kanagawa

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Matryoshka
Ren Kanagawa
Artist Profile
Ren Kanagawa
Ren is from Hiroshima, and he moved to Tokyo to pursue a music career. He worked as the leader of a dance and vocal group for approximately 5 years. Drawing on his experience playing piano since the age of five, he was also responsible for songwriting and composition. His wide-ranging activities in the group included going on nationwide tours like the Zepp Tour, performing at events such as Kansai Collection, and producing songs that were used as tie-ins for TV dramas. However, the group disbanded in 2025, after which he began his solo career as a singer-songwriter. He works under the theme "Demo," using music to turn his personal demonstrations - feelings of anger toward an unjust society and adults, along with frustration at being a "nobody" - into songs, with the hope of still finding a way to love the world through it all. "Demo" also reflects his desire to keep evolving as an artist, suggesting that every past version of himself is like a demo track for who he is today.
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