I'm still me!
What the hell am I supposed to do?
What’s left that I can hold on to?
I’m just waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
How the hell am I supposed to breathe?
In a world that don’t believe in me
Still I’m waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
I’m scared of all the eyes on me
This loneliness is killing me
My dreams, they’re gone away
I just wanna be happy someday
I swear I’m close, but it’s not what it’s for
Same cheap fix, now I want it no more
I'm still me!
In lonely nights I remembered
The quiet beyond I once felt
And the sense it’s coming back
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
I'm still me!
In mornings I can’t stand to live
I know even pain will fade
When we die, nothing remains
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
What the hell am I supposed to do?
What’s left that I can hold on to?
I’m just waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
How the hell am I supposed to breathe?
In a world that don’t understand me
Still I’m waiting for the wind to blow
A wind that won’t come, you know
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
It’s like my mind is melting down…!
I’m still me!
In lonely nights I remembered
The silence before I was born
That void still calls my name
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
I'm still me!
In mornings I can’t stand to live
I know even pain will fade
When we die, nothing remains
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
We are "Spiky Clown" of the Japan
I'm still me!
We were never on the same page
So I’m done chasing after you
Go find your own kind of peace
I wanted you too late
I wanted you too late
I'm still me!
I’ve changed, girl
It’s a little tragic, but I’m high on it
It's a little lonely
But I feel really free
I reached for you too late
I reached for you too late
I’m still me!
In lonely nights I remembered
The silence before I was born
That void still calls my name
The truth is, he’s always there, you know?
I'm still me!
I feel weightless
Nothing scares me now
I’m always ready for what comes next—
So the worst, best day starts
And I don’t care
What the hell am I supposed to do?
What’s left that I can hold on to?
I’m just waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
The new gate stands before us
- Lyricist
Lilly
- Composer
Lilly, Yu Notoya
- Recording Engineer
Hidenori Watabe
- Mixing Engineer
Hidenori Watabe
- Mastering Engineer
Hidenori Watabe
- Guitar
Yukihira
- Bass Guitar
Leon
- Drums
Yu
- Vocals
Lilly
- Background Vocals
Lilly
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New Gate
Spiky Clown
When despair hits its breaking point, you become weightless-and utterly invincible.
New Gate delivers a raw, unapologetic documentary of a mind unraveling and rebuilding. The grounded anguish of the first half-feeling like the world has turned its back on you-gradually evolves into a deeply philosophical existential crisis.
But the real turning point comes with the sharp twist in the second half. Letting go of the "girl" he once desperately chased, and choosing to let everything that shackled him burn to ashes, the protagonist completely conquers his inner demons.
"Nothing scares me now."
And so, the worst, best day begins. That euphoric, almost psychotic detachment hits the listener with full force. This isn't just a bleak, negative track-it's an aggressive anthem about ripping open a
"New Gate" from the very ashes of ruin.
Artist Profile
Spiky Clown
A Japanese four-member alternative block band.Formed in 2024.
