

玄関の音が鳴るたびに
少しだけ息を止めていた
あなたの機嫌を探しながら
子供のまま大人になった
妹ばかり褒める声が
部屋の隅まで響いてた
笑ってるふりは上手くなった
泣き方だけ忘れていた
「もういいよ」
そう言いながら
本当はずっと
待っていた
ねぇ見てよ
ここにいるよ
ずっと待っていたんだ
愛されたくて
強がるたび
遠くなったけど
そうじゃなかったんだね
私はここにいる
街を出て夢を追いかけた
誰にも頼らず生きるため
傷ついても笑えることが
強さだと信じていた
父の日なんて来なければ
何度もそう思ったけれど
なぜかその日になるたび
胸の奥が騒ぎ出す
会いたくない
会いたい
言葉にならないまま
ねぇ見てよ
ここにいるよ
ずっと待っていたんだ
愛されたくて
強がるたび
遠くなったけど
そうじゃなかったんだね
私はここにいる
あなたにも
あなたの夜があったのかな
誰にも見せない痛みを
抱えていたのかな
正しさを探す旅よりも
失くした愛を探していた
そして気づいた
私が一番
私を置き去りにしていた
見てほしかった
愛してほしかった
あの日の涙ごと
抱きしめていく
嫌いだった
その背中さえ
私を作った物語
もう迷わなくていい
もう探さなくていい
私はここにいる
私はここにいる
私はここにいる
あの日の小さな私へ
もう大丈夫
ちゃんと見えているよ
ここにいるよ
私はここにいる
- Lyricist
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- Producer
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- Graphic Design
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- Programming
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I just wanted to be seen.
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It wasn't that I wanted you to fall in love with me.
It wasn't that I wanted you to turn my way, either.
I simply
wanted to be seen.
Deep down,
everyone harbors a wish
to be noticed
to have their existence acknowledged.
It isn't just about romance.
Family.
Friends.
Workplace.
School.
Social media.
Somewhere along the line,
I wanted to say,
I am here.
But sometimes, those feelings
never find the right words,
leading to missed connections
and lingering regret.
I Simply Wanted to Be Seen is a story
about those unspoken, unreached feelings.
To be loved.
To be acknowledged.
To be needed.
It wasn't about such grand desires;
I simply
wanted to be seen.
This is a song about that small wish.
Days when no one noticed me.
Words left unsaid.
Time spent only looking back.
And yet,
those feelings were never in vain.
The way you cherished someone.
The way you kept your gaze fixed on another.
That kindness
has become a part of your life.
This song is a love song,
but at the same time,
it is an anthem of support
for that wish we all harbor deep within:
the desire to be truly seen.
If listening to this song
brings to mind someone from your past...
Or perhaps
makes you reflect on who you are right now...
then that moment
is surely a meaningful one.
"I just wanted to be seen."
In those few words alone
lie unspoken feelings
and a gentle tenderness.
"I just wanted to be seen."
That sentiment surely resides
in everyone's heart.
Artist Profile
cigel
Based in Nagoya City, Aichi Prefecture. They create original music themed around co-creation between AI and humans, depicting local stories and the restart of lives. "Jordan Wine Doesn't Get You Drunk" "Beyond the Glass Night" "Sakurayama" "BREATHLESS NIGHT SLIDER - Across The 25 Years -" "I AM ME" are currently available for streaming. They are challenging themselves with new forms of expression that combine music and video.
cigelの他のリリース
Re-Soul Music Project



