Lyric

Staring back I find myself alone

Retreat to myself, blind to what's become

Obviously I'm suffering in vain

That issues from this throbbing brain

Displaced by society and molded by lies

So ignore what others say I chose this life

I put the weight of the world on myself

How does it help to invite healing by calling profound mental unbalance

Locked in the prison I myself created, primal urges will come around

Perception is meaningless when judgment is a greater virtue

And when there's nothing left to lose it doesn't matter what I choose

If one can have faith in something, it will become the last hope

That lies of fools keep me complacent and apathetic

Somehow I still feel so broken at the sight of myself at the edge

Regret is calling out to me, and I'm tired of answering that

All I want is a place to hide, knowing that will pave the way

Not even virtue’s self can bring, unto my moody spirit, rest

Nothing is more painful than when what I'm doing doesn't serve my ends

Misinterpretation and its glorification are away from the reality of this mindless life

Those who join morality are temporary victors, but they're eternal losers - Ambivalent!

Those who follow nature are temporary losers, but they're eternal victors - Ambivalent!

That lies of fools keep me complacent and apathetic

My problem was the lack of purpose of what to suffer for

That lies of fools keep me complacent and apathetic

There is no bridge that can be built from person to person