Lyric

Two opposing wills conflicting inside

Silence validates my concealed cruel side

I am the king of an inner world defiled

Battle rages, the wills abide no peace

Yet both are me, together they coincide

One is light, but the other is dark and wild

Loneliness grows, my only vanity

Symbol of a dark age, silently enduring the night

Golden phoenix flies eternal, time it's only flight

Transcending ephemeral reality, beauty revealed

My confusion turns to light, a transformed emotion field

Of beginnings that follow the endings

Life's paradoxes, perplexing and never-ending

If the world indulges in wickedness and hate

I'll sink deeper into my innermost state

The worst emotions of this world are noble and without equal

Amidst that chaos, a glimmer of hope prevails

A light in the darkness a beacon that never fails

In the solace of one's thoughts, in the midst of night's gloom, the mind's eye strays

To the depths of darkness, where fears and doubts amaze

Like tendrils of smoke, they curl and twist and entwine suffocating

The fire that consumes me, destroying my being

Repelling, yet never fully rejecting me

I seek redemption, stay in the labyrinth of my mind

Trapped in a dreamlike state, where time slips away and all runs dire

The hollow space will not leave me be, the immortal is perishable

The euphoric rapture of complete annihilation

In the midst of chaos, the mind finds tranquility

After transgressing, my conscience gains lucidity

The unease I feel is not due to a scarcity

No guilt's burden to hold me down, no more flames to be burned

Two opposing forces begin to intertwine, my inner world and outer world collide and entwine

The meaningless scenery, a barren expanse I roam

Whispers of desolation echo through my mind In this silent chaos

I strive to find purpose through my being

Amidst the hollow abyss to transcend the emptiness, and find eternal bliss

The vacant landscape mocks, a reflection of my plight

In this realm of emptiness, I yearn for respite

The weight of meaninglessness, a burden hard to bear

A lost soul adrift in the void, devoid of all meaning

Fragments of hope shattered, no redemption in sight

The abyss swallows me whole, eternal darkness ignites

May darkness be my solace, in its embrace I dwel