Lyric

Shall I throw a single contradiction?

Into these days where nothing needs attention

Reality I want to turn away from

Always back-to-back with what I’m supposed to do

“This is more important than that,” I decide

Ranking priorities in my mind

So many things I should do

Yet nothing I actually want to

Nothing at all…

Ah, once again I feel abandoned somewhere

By nothing really important at all

Crushed from all sides

Everything just spills over

Ah, if only I could be forgotten

It would be so easy

My vessel’s too small to contain it all

Crushed from above and below

Everything breaks apart

Telling myself “there’s nothing to do,”

Trying to hide this helpless self

My head feels like it’s about to explode

So many things I really don’t want to do…

Ah, there’s nothing to do…

Ah, I’m so busy…

Ah, I don’t want to move…

Searching through the plans with vacant eyes

Is that the phone ringing, or just my mind playing tricks?

Pretending not to hear, deceiving myself

Nothing important should even exist

I feel like I might just lose track…

Ah, today my schedule fills again

Why is my mind always

Pausing at the wrong moments?

Ah, if only I could be forgotten

It would be so easy

My vessel’s too small to contain it all

Crushed from above and below

Everything collapses

Ah, if only I could pretend not to hear

By nothing really important at all

Crushed from all sides

Everything breaks apart

Telling myself “there’s nothing to do,”

Trying to hide this helpless self

My head feels like it’s about to explode

So many tasks just in front of me…

Ah, there’s nothing to do…

Ah, I’m so busy…

Ah, I don’t want to move…

Ah, I feel like I’m going to collapse…