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A song about the time my father told me, "I'm going to kill you and turn myself in to the police!" (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
Yamanokatsura-P
「お前を殺して警察に自首するから」と父に神妙な面持ちで言われたよ…。
今でもその言葉に苛まれ続けている…。
僕はお母さんと話がしたい! そう思ったのは午後7時
だけどお父さんは夕飯を食べ終えて気力満タンで
お母さんの事を独占 10時になっても終わらず
甲高い父さんの笑い声聞こえ 僕は無気力散々なんだよ…。
午後10時半過ぎて漸く お父さんが寝る為、自分の部屋に向かい
やっとお母さんと話せると思っていたら
お母さん寝てたよ それを見て、不満が溜まって爆発した僕は
大声で叫びながら壁を「ウオーッ!」と怒鳴りながら殴る
僕の騒音で目が覚めた母が
僕を察して眠い目を擦り怒る僕の傍に来てくれて
話を聞いてくれたお陰で僕は落ち着く事が出来た
翌朝僕は両親に謝ったら父さんが僕を呼び出して
「お前を殺して警察に自首する」と言う言葉で始まる父の説教
まるで何も悪いトコなんか無いような素振りを見せ
「お前を殺して警察に自首する、と何回想って来たか、僕は…。」
と言いたいのを堪えながら父さんの話聞かされている…。
僕は20年以上前に実は「妹を殺す」と冗談で言ったら
父がキレて「絶対に許さねえぞ!」と言ってた事を
今度は自分が言っている、ってか自分は言っても良いのかよ!?
なんて言ったらブチギレられるかも? 「ウオーッ!」って怒鳴りながら殴る
「妹の事はどんなに裏切られても守るんだ!」と言ってたが
僕には「出て行けこのクソガキャー!」と言われた
僕の事を父は殺しても良いと思ってんだ
他人の事を言えないけれど、冗談でも子供にそんな事言うんだ…。
「お前を殺して警察に自首する」と言う言葉があまりにもショックで
父の言う事が頭に入って来ない素振りを見て
「人の話を聞けクソガキコラ!」と言ってる父は僕の話の腰を何度も折る
話を聞いていないのはそっちの方だろ?
僕が話をしていると父は話を遮って
小難しい事言いながら僕を黙らせて来る
こんな事を他の人には言う筈が無いのに何故
僕に言えてしまうんだろう?
つまり僕の事はその辺に居る赤の他人より
どうでも良いと言う事なのかな?
僕が妹にされた事を正直に話すと父が
「そんな事をする筈が無い、お前の勘違いだ!」と言われ
更には僕の事を「被害妄想激しい」とも言った
その癖、自分が同じ目に遭うと 相手をひたすら罵りまくるんだ
自分の事は神棚に祀り上げながら
「お前を殺して警察に自首する」と言い始めて母も来たらすぐに
飼っている猫達も来て父の周辺を回っている
猫達も本能で解るんだ 家族に何かが起きているという事を
父に何かが遭ったら彼等も生きては行けない事を悟ってるよ
「お前を殺して警察に自首して欲しくないなら精神科に行って薬飲め!」
って言われた 自分の事を棚に上げて
僕を虐待したその時に精神科で治そうとしなかった奴が何を言ってるの?
他人には厳しく自分には超甘いんだろう…。
だけど世話になってるし言う事聞くしか無いのかな?
僕には「物を壊すな!」と言ったけど 貴方が僕を殴った事について
「物は壊れるけど、お前の傷は治るだろ?」と
「それに若いから治り早い」と言われて反論したいけど
父には喧嘩じゃ勝てないしきっと「ウオーッ!」と怒鳴りながら殴られる…。
- Lyricist
Yamanokatsura-P
- Composer
Yamanokatsura-P
Listen to A song about the time my father told me, "I'm going to kill you and turn myself in to the police!" (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version] by Yamanokatsura-P
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The song when my father told me to "Quit Music!" (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Rookie Game, Ru "UKee!" Game (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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"Do something about it, Keeee!" A song for when people say (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Well, in such a difficult situation ... (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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"Sing while gyrating your hips!" my sister declares. (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Tragedy when I worked at a JPY 100 SHOP. (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Oh!, A wonderful town. Kureiwa (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Meitori It's a good place, so stop by! (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Song when beaten at Tokyo Tower (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Let's make wonderful memories at Tokyo Tower! (feat. VY1V4) [Electro version]
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Because your original character is by your side... (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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A song about almost getting run over by a motorcycle on another school's property (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Song for when you were dis-criminated against at an independent support facility (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Bad Message Card (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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War against the bullying children (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Goldfish Feces (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Song when the mouth was imitated "Juice" (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Android & Hoido (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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What's a Rock Band? (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Toilet Devil (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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"Call Your Friends and Let's Go All Out!" The song when my sister said to me (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Dad, don't hit me! (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Hey, what's up, buddy? (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Don't hit me in front of my dad elsewhere! (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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I'll put a kiss mark on your back! (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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- 45
Dream Girl Land! with a dream (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Pakkyamarah (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Songs when someone recommends a feature-length animation that you have no interest in. (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Tragedy of losing two fans who are dense in many ways at the same time. (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Katsura Yamano is the same age as my Father!? (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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You can rely on the Child Guidance Center (feat. VY1V4) [Electro Version]
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Artist Profile
Yamanokatsura-P
I'm a Vocaloid P, mainly active in distribution. There are three main types of people I dislike. The first one is my sister, who is two years younger than me, and she always treats me like an insect. The second one is my father, who always favored my sister and discriminated against me. And finally, the third one is the bullies who have been bullying me. If this is okay with me, please do not hesitate to contact me.
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