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Lyric

BIG BABY/TINY MAN

sasaki kaishin

「どんなに大きな感情に圧倒されていても、人の目に映る姿はぼーっと立ち尽くしてるだけの小せえ男」

手を引いて きみに見せたい

痛みの先に 光があるのを

滑空していた 飛行機を

ぶつけて壊した いつかの君

夢みたいだよ 手を握るこのまま

光になれば 青に溶けるまで

(嘘みたいだ)

痛みが 愛になったよ 灰になるなよ

日々は続き 人のせいにしないフリ

無意識に見下したり まだ続くその日暮らし

君が俺に言ってくれたら なんて誤魔化しに逃げてたな 届かない場所に置き去りにした願い それから君

Hold me この身 いつまででも枯れないように

この愛に誓いたいのに 約束は続かない日々に対し

空が青い

「暮らしが保証される未来は期待できないし」

生まれてきた意味はない 俺は俺で生きるほかない

(日々は続き)

繰り返すだけで無駄な言葉に振り回されたり

夜はまだ長いのに そこはかとない不安に覆われたり

終わった話蒸し返してたらキリない

人生はまだ終わらない

いつ終わるか分からない旅

なら君に会いに

(日々は続き)

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  • Graphic Design

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  • Guitar

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  • Keyboards

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  • Synthesizer

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  • Vocals

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  • Background Vocals

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  • Rap

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  • Choir

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Listen to BIG BABY/TINY MAN by sasaki kaishin

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    BIG BABY/TINY MAN

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    (repeat)

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  • 3

    Season (Album ver)

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  • 4

    (isolation)

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    Sōshitsu

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  • 6

    LOVE (bye)

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"Tojisha Kenkyu" (Self-Directed Research)

The world I live in is a kind of chaos, where conflicting emotions struggle against each other within the same space.
What may seem contradictory at first glance is, in fact, an honest reflection of myself as I am-unfiltered and true.

This work portrays a person who continues to struggle each day to face the beauty that exists within ugliness, and the innocence that can be found within self-loathing.

Tojisha Kenkyu is a concept album that constructs its poetry and soundscape as an exploration of my inner world-as the very subject living through it.

Artist Profile

  • sasaki kaishin

    Kaishin Sasaki is an artist and guitarist working primarily through music. Based around home recording, he handles songwriting, performance, mixing, mastering, and artwork for his own releases. Looking closely at his own experiences, emotions, love, loss, and the difficulties of living, he transforms them into music, paintings, design, and writing. In 2026, he released the mini album Tōjisha Kenkyū (Self-Research), a project that explores the self through music. Rather than being defined by a particular genre, Sasaki focuses on translating his own sense of the world into form, working across both sound and visual art.

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