AS I AM

SXICIDE RYUSEI releases his 8-track album JIBUNRASHISA.

Lead-gray skies, damp winds, and the raging Sea of Japan.

The album portrays the loneliness, inner conflict, pain of not fitting in, and the life that music alone managed to hold together within an atmosphere of suffocating isolation.

Built around UK rap-inspired production, the project reflects on both the self and others while expressing the belief that, despite everything, life is still beautiful.

The closing track, "JIBUNRASHISA," speaks to those who feel trapped by the idea of being "normal," delivering the line:
"Pain itself is proof that you're alive."

This is not music made to encourage people.
It is music made to affirm their existence.